DID I EVER

DID I EVER|CHAPTER ONE

DID I EVER|CHAPTER ONE

   I tap the side of my coffee cup staring out the deary scene outside. It was snowing cats and dogs and the clouds looked like they engulfed to much concrete
from how gray it looked.It matched my emotions to a tee so
much so that's I've embraced the
darkness.

   He had left me at the altar.

    Surprisedly that was all it took for my heart to shatter.I had moved away from home so I could avoid him.Now I lived in New York and I was still trying to adjust to the harsh weather but at least the weather didn't hurt as much as my heart did.

    I get up leaving twenty-bucks on the table not worrying about the change.I grip tightly onto my coffee as I walked on the snow covered pavement.I wrap my coat around me tighter as the breeze overwhelmed me.

  Taking sips of my coffee I ignore the pain it caused my tongue.I was wandering in thoughts and pain.Did I really deserve what had happened? You'd think from all the episodes of How I Met Your Mother I've watched that I would have left him at the altar but no its seems like on the day of my -our- wedding it was role reversal day.

   Walking into my apartment building the first thing I see is a bill board of the one man I'm trying to avoid.

-Billboard-

Ashew Mentez is the renounce medical surgeon for cancer.
If you or one of your family
Members have any type of
Cancer please call Mr.Mentez
At the number below
516-345-2016

-End of Billboard-

    My heart clenches as I look at his chiseled features.He looked amazing ,god like even as if he wasn't affected at all by leaving a women at the altar.He was happy yet why was I so vulnerable and miserable?Was it the fact that I was the one left behind?Or was it the fact he was in love with someone else the whole time?

  Opening my bedroom door I slipped under my bed covers fully clothed just to replay the nightmare event that had only had occurred a mere two weeks ago that I dare to call my wedding.

  "Stop moping around you are a bad ass bitch prove to him you can live without him"Hadley says attempting to pull the warm covers off of me.