midnight talks // cth

twenty five // cth

> thesarcasticone pov <

     im now on my own. i have no idea what to do.

     my mom and i got into a huge argument and it led me to say so many things to her and now im homeless. i literally dont know what to do. i guess im still processing it.

     my mom took my laptop and she let me keep my phone but she made sure to disconnect the mobile data.

     i looked down at my belly and touched it. my little theo. only five more months or less and he will be in my arms.

     this is was created the argument. i told her right away when i got pregnant and she seem like she didnt mind. she said she will be with me through the whole thing.

    so the night i sent the email to the bandguy00, i went downstairs to retrieve some food, because being pregnant and all, you get extremely hungry. so i grabbed some food; leftover pasta, juice, and a yogurt, to be exact. it was very late.

     i got to my room and began eating the food. and went to bed.

     the morning i woke up, i heard my parents yelling. so i went down stairs and told them to be quiet because it wasnt good for the baby.

     "holland, its your fault. its your fault that we are becoming broke. all these doctor appointments are becoming expensive and thats where all the money is going. to your baby!" my mom shouted.

     "my fault? you were the one who offered to help me out. i wouldve been doing it myself but you said you had it under control and to not worry about it because it could cause me stress and its not good for the baby. so dont you dare blame it on me!" i shouted back. how dare she blame it on me.

     "holland stop. your mother is right. all our money is going to your baby. and we can still help but you have to help us. we'll split the mon-" my dad got cut off by my mom.

     "we already talked about this tyler. we are not helping her out at all. she got pregnant and now she is on her own. you hear that holland? you are on your own." my mom said. i stood there, in shock not knowing what to do.

     did my mom just kick me out and my dad stood there and said nothing? what the hell. i finally snapped out of it.

     if my mom wanted me out, then i will. she will have no contact with me or my baby, at all. this was her call.

     "you know what? fine. i will leave and i will not return. the both of you will have no contact with me or my baby. got it? dont even bother to try and contact me. you guys wanted this and now you got it." with that said, i marched up to my room, and sat on my bed.

     three hours later, i had some clothes packed, enough to last me two weeks. my plan was to stay at a hotel for three days. i will try and find a place within those three days. if not, then i will buy a plane ticket, and fly to the uk again, where i will reunite with althea.

     i have recieved an email back from the stranger, whose name i did not bother to ask. i wanted to keep my identity hidden, just until i knew him very well to trust him.

     i didnt bother to email him back because i had alot on my plate now and i had no time to fool around.

     i grabbed my bag with my clothes and a backpack that had my toiletries. i had my laptop and my phone in hand. i walked down the stairs ready to leave, until my mom stopped me.

     "the laptop is staying because i pay for it. the phone you can keep but i will disconnect you from the line in a month." my mom said, giving me a look of disgust.

     i sighed. i put the laptop down on the couch and walked out the door. once i stepped foot out of the house, i was hit with a cold breeze.

     i called a taxi before hand and well it was waiting for me. i already book my hotel at a very good and expensive one because they had room service and stuff.

     so i told the taxi driver where to take me and it was a good thirty minutes. i wanted it to be closer to the airport, just in case i didnt find a house or an apartment.

     i arrived and i began getting looks from older people. yeah i was use to it because school and all. about school, i decided to drop out and start online classes once i get everything settled in.

     i paid for the hotel and soon got my key. once i got to my room, i dropped my bags and layed down on the bed. my back was killing me so bad, i was getting scared.

     just then i got a call from althea.

     (bold italics will be althea and italics will be holland)

     "oh my gosh. thea. hey."

     "holland! hey. how are you?"

     "im having pain in my back right now and im scared. thea what do i do?"

     "okay, hey holland. dont worry. the pain will go away. just lie down and go to bed. im sure its late."

     "okay i will. but if i dont find anything in three days, im still welcomed to live with you. right?"

     "of course babe. just ring me and let me know what will happen. go to bed. i love you and little theo."

     "thank you so much for your help thea. and we love you too. goodnight."

     "goodnight."

     after the phone call, i decided on going to the library to look up places available for rent tomorrow. so i sang 'i miss you' by blink 182 to my little theo.

     this has become our thing. i sing this same song every night and it puts both of us to sleep.

     so that night, we both fell asleep in peace, for once.

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     so theres why she was gone. expect more chapters like this. so holland is her name but calum doesnt know that and she doesnt know calums name.

    anyways, pls vote and comment and stuff.