sad poetry

third

(a/n) this one is kinda close to home to me so again sorry if its long and kinda bad but i just felt like this one had to be said.......I hope you like it

don't you just hate it when someone says they care but they never see the scars or damage that has happened they ignore you, but when they do see do they help? no the declare you trash and accuse you of many labels you don't want like freak, idiot, and let's not forget about what they tell you to do something you've tried to not do for as long as you can remember they chant it when you fall and let you let your sleeve go up a little bit they don't stop in concern they take it to another level by telling you to just end it when little do they know the tries you've done have failed countless times at your attempts and if they don't make fun of you they give you PITY FILLED looks that just make you feel worse, the people who had a fear of blood and had there mask go well they don't mind blood anymore in fact they love it they see it every day trying to feel better somehow, and that beautiful perfect girl you know who has thousands of friends who adore her she is lucky to still have her mask that seems like it will never fail she is also going through the horrible things that not many say but she is convinced that are true like how she could lose a few more pounds even though you can almost see her ribs from her puking every night to look pretty while also telling others that they look like crap, and finally that girl you said looked horrible well she has a problem with how she looks because of you and hates everything about herself she truly tries to hide her figure but it never works because what little friends she has wants her to go swimming or something, she wears sweaters three times her size not to be warm but to use that as an excuse for why she looks big while also covering her own scars from scraching and why she does all this it's all because of that one thing she heard or what her friends have said while they fought she hates herself because she feels like she doesn't deserve to LIVE anymore all because of that one comment on something she sees online...........does she quit? no.......why because she fears that she will give the win to the people who have done this things............she still feels horrible even if many people try to convince her otherwise........that person can be anyone but in this poem this person is not just anyone she is.......................................................

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