sad poetry

first one

I'm usually quite now because there's nothing to talk about anymore, after all why would I talk about pointless subjects when I find my whole being pointless, people may think my life is happy and joyful but in reality it's vary different it's sorrowful, dreaded, and lonely, and to hide reality I put on an invisible mask that No one but me can see it, but soon I will forget about the mask and change myself to fit the mask more and more till I forget who I really am and then I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! so I make scars on my skin and soul to make an attempt to feel.......better........and the worst thing is that No one notices or even try to care they judge you by your attempts to hide the scars on your body but if you sl9ip on out and someone sees your, a FREAK but who cares I still hide my sadness with a smile because after all there's always one way for the..........pain........to........finally.......stop

(a/n) sorry it's kinda depressing just I find this is true and this is my own work if you find another like it sorry I guess others had the same idea..... anyway sorry it wasn't really poetry it was kinda a rant I guess anyway if you don't like these just tell me and I'll delete it