I found you
I found you stranded in my heart

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Sorry if i'm weird
Sorry if i cant be normal
Like all of you
Sorry if i cant force myself harder

This is idiot
Why should i regret this
I know i shouldnt
But i cant escape it

This is so stupid
I shouldnt be abnormal
And weird
I have to be normal
But how?

Cry baby on my earphone
Regrets fill-in to my brain
I want to sleep all day long
If i could, i want to sleep forever

Oh God
I shouldnt regrets this lil shit
Its just a minor problem
I dont hve to worry about this shit

I want to be confident
I want to be outgoing
But sadly there's a wall
In my self that made a limit

Shit
Fuck
Idiot
Rubbish
Rats
Ass

Why am i should swearing like this?

I'm too weak to received succeeds
I'm too lame to fighting for my goals
I shouldnt be like this
I hve to be stronger
Shitty feeling. Its a shitty feelin

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