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It was my dad with his arm around another woman. Wtf? This niggaa supposed to be dead. Mama and Ty told me he was cremated. We decided on no funeral cause it was to risky with the business he was in.
I stood there eyes watering watching a little girl run up to him yeling Daddy Let's go. I can't believe it why would he lie to us or did mama lie to me and Ty.
Man I can't do this. I need to get out of here. I dropped the skirt and sped walk through the mall straight outside. I couldnt even make it to the car before I dropped to the ground in tears.
I looked up to my father. He was my hero, my superman, my everything and this is how he do his family. Go out and get with the next bitch and then have the nerve to say he dead.
I felt a hand land on my shoulder. I wiped my eyes and saw that it was Jay.
Baby girl why the long face and tears?
No reason I gotta go.
But.....
I rushed to stand up and walked off before he even got the chance to finish his sentence. I forgot I was in a public place. My dad always told me to never let anybody see your tears. Its a sign of weakness.
Fuck him. I cant stand him. I got in the car almost forgetting about my girls. I called them up and explained. They told me to go ahead and leave they would be straight.
I rolled the windows up and pulled a bag and rello out my purse, reclined my chair and started rolling up and lit that bitch. I just needed to get lost in my feelings. I let the loud take over my body.
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Quick update I know. Sorry finals coming up. Any ideas kik me @ longlivetati
