Sometimes, i just hate myself for not being able to be a good person. Sometimes i feel like i am the one at fault for all the problems that we had. Sometimes, i hate myself for not being able to be a good daughter. Sometimes, i blame myself for the divorce between mom and dad. Sometimes, i blame myself for not being able to be a good sister.
Once, when i was 10, i am the top of my class. I remember receiving an award from my school. I never thought about getting an award or even be the top of my class.
Sometimes i wonder why can't i repeat the same victory like i did when i was 10. Sometimes, i've just lost.
