Lunar (alpha x rouge)completed Unfinished

Chapter 10- It's easier to push away

*edited*
So this chapter is a little more eye opening to Lunar or if you may Luna, hope you enjoy
On with the story shall we?
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*Lunars pov*
I don't hear someone come up the bleachers, zoned out completely drawing, I don't even know what.
I don't realize someone sitting by me, I don't hear the hey or hi or anything that they say. Hand moving on it's own, when I'm snapped out of it by a hand waving in front my face.
"Hey ya there?" I blink a few times after jumping back, looking at Leo. And I push him
"Don't do that! I was drawing, now I'm never going to be able to finish this" I groan and put my sketchbook away quickly
"What do you mean by that?"
"Well when I zone out I don't draw the same thing twice" I sat in a duh voice. "I don't even know what I'm drawing when I do"
"Ohh makes sense" he says sarcastically.
I roll my eyes at the arse and smack the back of his head lightly "so what was so important you had to stop me from my work?"
"Oh well I just wanted to say good race..." I can see in his eyes he wants to say something else
"What is it really?"
He stiffens and shakes his head "nothing really"
I sigh and drop it "well thanks" I grab my bag "I'm heading to class" I sat shutting down a bit building up that wall again
"Hey wait- I heard from my brother your late to every class"
"Ya so? " I snap "And I didn't know I had all my classes with him..wait who's your brother?" I ask even tho I already know I have to make it seem like I don't.
'Smooth'
'Shush'
"I was going to ask if I could walk you to class and ya you do he said he's seen you in each, also he's the one you come in after. Ruining his fashionably late thing" he laughs a little
"Oh and hey I'm not late, everyone else is just early"
"So about me walking you there?"
"Oh umm sure, why not" letting the wall brake down just a little bit
He smiles and we start walking towards my next class after I told him the room number. We talk random things like books we have read and movies we have seen.
"Okay random question time. Middle name, favorite color, food, animal, and place you have been?" I ask all at once.
"My my lots of questions well let's see, top secret, green, lasagna, owl, and japan"
"You went to japan?"
"Ya I like the culture"
"So do you like anime?"
"YES! Do you?"
"Nah I don't like it"
He looks offended
"Wha-"
I cut him off "because I LOVE it" I laugh and he chuckles people in the halls looking at us.
"Oh okay so the questions you asked me plus favorite anime"
"Oh um I told you already memorization" sense he wouldn't tell me his "black, dark grey and silver all tie in first, chilly, wolf, and here with Jake" I finish with a smile
"Who's Jake?" He asks curiously
"Oh umm well.." I get nervous and shy
"Is he your boyfriendddddd?" He drags out the boyfriend
"What?! Ew! No, He's my dad, well kind of, urggg it's complicated"
"How is he kind of your dad?"
I avoid the conversation by saying "oh lookie heres my class we almost passed it look I should go, bye" I slip in the class room just as the bell rings and take a seat in the back again.
'I can't wait for this day to be over'
'Just one more class after this'
'Yay! I can't wait to get home and explore the house some more'
'Me to, it's are territory now'
'Yep' I pop the p and listen to class even tho I know it all as Xander comes in, he glances at me and away again to the teacher.
'He looked at us, are mate looked at us!' Star screamed in my head
'Calm yourself, it's not like he even knows'
'Whatever still he looked that means something!'
'Hush okay I need to focus and it's most likely the race you know'
'you already know all this crap tho'
'Whatever I need to look like I don't know it'
'Why don't you like are mate?'
'I don't know him and he doesn't know me. It's just going to get us hurt in the end'
'Then why are you getting so close with Leo'
'I don't know! I mean i should stop taking with him...it's for the best'
'Luna you don't have to push everyone away'
'Dont you see, I do star, I do if I don't I will only hurt them in the end and myself. It's just easier this way'
'But lun-'
'No buts okay'
I feel her get sad her ears drooping. I feel bad but we are strong we can do this without anyone. I don't realize as I look down what was being doodling looking at them I get slightly sad. The doodle being of a wilted flower and petals falling or fallen ,without my knowing looking depressing as ever. Frowning, I grab my pencil and draw a note card that says in really fancy writing
~To, Mi Amore From, il tuo compagno~

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A/N- mi amore means, my love. In Italian and il tuo compagno means your mate in Italian as well
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