Did you ever think of me?

Get It Right- Glee Cast

Ok guys, so I haven't really been motivated to upload because I just have writer's block and I just wish more people would vote so I know that my story isn't complete suckage. If I'm doing something wrong I wish that you would comment so I can improve. Thanks.

-Paigey

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After I ran out, there was only one place I could go. I ran to the practice studio and stood in the center of the room.

A song popped in my head and I started to sing.

What have I done?

I wish I could run.

Away from this ship going under

I started to move across the floor, letting the music guide me as I danced.

Just trying to help, hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is

On my shoulders

I thought back to Mitchel, standing on that stage as he confessed his feelings. My dancing grew jagged and rough as I added more and more emotion.

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just want to fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

My logic flew out the window as I shut off my mind and just let the music take over. I sang from deep within me and I let it all just flow out. I didn't care about perfecting my moves or even trying. I just let my instincts take control. I was shut off. No one was home. It was just my mouth and body moving. There was nothing guiding me, just me letting go.

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

'Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

I felt something leak down my cheeks and my vision blurred. I still let my body take over. I refused to stop or try to bring myself back. I was stuck in this trance. This was my way of venting. This was my way of releasing everything out.

So I throw up my fist

Throw a punch in the air

And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah, I'll send down a wish

Yeah, I'll send up a prayer

And finally, someone will see

How much I care

I finally paused as I let out the loud, long note. I felt my voice rip out of my chest and soar out of my mouth with so much emotion and strength. I was amazed by the power that I was feeling and the surge of pure emotion that I let my body feel. I took a deep breath and continued.

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

Cos' my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take?

To get it right

The last couple of words came out shaky as I began to feel the tears swell up. My conscious slowly came back to me, and with it came the tiredness. I collapsed to the ground and held my head in my hands. What had I done? How could I turn my back on him? It was everything that I've always wanted, but yet I let it slip through my fingers. I just let it go. How could I? I felt so stupid.

Sobs shook my body and I let myself scream out in frustration. There was no way Mitchel would ever forgive me. He confessed everything and I just left him behind. I was so cruel. I had definitely screwed up.

"Vivi?" My head snapped up and saw Parker in the door way. Guilt filled me and I sobbed harder. He ran over and held me close. "Shhh. Its ok sweetheart its ok." He rocked me back and forth on the floor and I let him comfort me.

After my sobs quieted, I pulled back and looked at Parker.

"Its Mitchel isn't it?" I looked at him suprised. I started to deny it, but he cut me off. "No Vivi, I can see it when you look at each other. It was so obvious, but I couldn't let you go. But Vivi, don't let me hold you back. I know what I see, and as much as I love you, my love could never rival what you have with him. Now, that doesn't mean I'm not sad, but I'm also happy that the man that has left a hole in your heart is finally back to fix you. I love you Vivi, but you belong with him." His words slowly sunk in. "Go get him." Parker got up off of the floor and walked out the door. I sat there and thought about what he had just said.

He was right. I loved Mitchel, and I wasn't going to let him go this time.

I stood up and raced to the boy's dorms. At the ground floor, there was a receptionist, who looked to suprised to see me here so early in the morning.

"What do you need dearie?" She said kindly. She was an elderly, kind looking woman.

"What room is Mitchel Musso in?"

"Room 309, but-" I didn't let her finish and I ran to the stairs. When I reached the room I banged on the door, praying that he would answer.

After a few moments, I tried again. Finally, I tried the doorknob. It swung open to reveal the empty room. I walked to the bedroom and noticed the empty drawers that were open. Everything was gone which meant-

I ran back to the secretary.

"Im sorry honey, but you just missed him. He left not too long ago. Apparently he said he didn't want to watch something. Its a shame, he was such a talented boy." My heart shattered in my chest. I had lost him again. I thanked the secretary. "Wait dearie, do you know a Vivian?"

"That's me."

She handed me an envelope. "Here he told me to give you this." I took it in my hands and clutched it close.

"Thank you." I walked out the door, tears slipping down my cheeks. I clutched the letter tighter to my chest and went to my dorm so I could open it.

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Alrighty! I'm hoping for at least 5 votes before I upload again. It would mean a lot. So please vote and comment.

love,

Paigey

ps-I don't own any of the songs in this story! Nor do I know Mitchel Musso. I just like him enough to write a story about him!