Maybe I should've rushed after JP, but I didn't. Maybe I should've told him I was sorry, but I didn't. Maybe I should've just done SOMETHING, but I didn't.
I did do something I suppose, I texted Colson
*Hey, can you go by and get my stuff from JP's? Like all of it.*
Mere seconds later I got a reply
*Yea, do I even want to know?*
*No bro.* I replied then locked my phone and set it aside and went back to Brendon.
"I'm sorry, I'm such a shitty person." He said opening his hand since he didn't have the strength to reach for me.
"It's okay, it was bound to happen sometime. I guess I couldn't let it go, but it was already gone." Instead of continuing the conversation, I laid my head on my arms next to his body on the bed.
"I love you." He said running his fingers through my honey brown hair once he thought I was asleep.
