TEN BREAKUP COMMANDMENTS (Completed)

TEN BREAKUP COMMANDMENTS

Iyak. . . Iyak. . . Iyak . . .

Lagi na lang bang ganito?

Bakit laging ako dapat ang iwan?

Pwede bang kahit minsan ako naman ang mang-iwan?

Pesteng PAGMAMAHAL yan!

Puro sakit, muta at eyebags lang ata ang ibinibigay nyan sakin.

Ano bang problema? Sila ba ang may problema? o ako talaga?

NAKAKAINIS!

Ako nga pala si Merry Joy Cheska Olivar, 16 years of age, maganda (sabi nila), matalino (sabi rin nila) at mabait (sabi ko). Napakasaya ng pangalan ko no Merry na Joy pa pero heto umiiyak na naman ako dahil sa pesteng pag-ibig na yan. Ikaw ba naman ang sabihan ng i love you at pagkatapos ng 3 years nyong pagiging mag ON saka ka sasabihan na "We've better be friends". Ano un joke lang?

"Cheska! Bumaba ka na. Hinihintay ka na ni Kristine." my mom shouted downstairs

Someone knock on my door.

"Ches, open the door."mahinang sabi ni Kristine

"Leave me alone. I'm not in the mood of talking."  i manage to say between sobs

"Sira ka talaga. Kahit hindi ka naman magkwento ngayon. Hayaan mo lang na damayan kita." Kristine said.

I open the door and Kristine step into my room. She hugs me so tight na lalo pang nagpalakas ng iyak ko.

"sige iiyak mo lang yan. Pero pagkatapos ng araw na toh hindi ka na dapat umiyak ng dahil sa lalaking yan." Kristine said while patting my back. "Sayang ganda teh"

Like what Kristine said i only cried for the whole day. Hindi ko alam kung ilang rolyo ng tissue ang nagamit ko. I sleep that night still crying thinking how can i go to school tomorrow and deal with that "Creepy Ex-Boyfriend" of mine.

I manage to get up early for school nang maalala ko Friday nga pala at may meeting sa publication after class. Oh God! wag muna oh. I am planning not to attend the meeting when my phone ring. Great! it was my Teacher slash Mentor in our publication.

After our conversation nawala lahat ng naplano ko on how to survive for that day. Kinailangan magreport sa office ng publication first thing this morning. Ano ba? Talaga bang pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana. Bakit kelangan ko pang makita ng ganito kaaga yung lalaking un. Bakit kasi sya pa ang Editor in Chief . Haixt. When i was looking my reflection on the mirror I saw someting written on a stick pad. It read "TEN BREAKUP COMMANDMENTS" written in bold letters. Nakakasiguro ako na si Kristine ang nagsulat nun.

I go school still thinking the 1st Breakup Commandment. . .

#1 : MOVE OUT!

Paano naman kaya ako makaka move out.

When i enter the office nakita ko silang nakaupo na sa mini conference table namin., and Jeff (a.k.a EX) is sitting right next to Pia. He doesn't even look my direction when i enter the office. I can not focus on the meeting, I remember all the thing we are doing every time we are having a meeting like this. Lagi kaming magkatabi ng upuan, he always whisper something on my ear then i will manage a silent laugh. We even play with our hands under the table.

My Ghad! ano bang iniisip ko! MOVE OUT nga diba! Ang hirap naman kasi ng first Commandment. Paano pa kaya ung mga susunod! He look at me across the table then gave me a weak smile.

Nakakainis naman talaga!

I buried myself with so many paper works and school activities. Hindi ko na sya madalas naiisip dahil ukopado ng mga gawain ang utak ko.

Pero may mga oras pa rin na nangangarap ako na sana kami na lang ulit.

Buti na rin lang at my bestfriend is always here. Siguro naman pwede na akong mag move sa 2nd Commandment. . .