Commandment 8 and 9 T^T

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by WorkingARMY

by WorkingARMY

"Hoy! Wag ka na ngang magmumuk dyan! I will not ask you anymore what happen to your date!Ppfftt. >__<" -Kristine

"My Life is a messed!" Sabi ko sabay lugmok sa kama

As usual room girl na naman ako. Wala ako sa mood lumabas ng bahay o kahit lumabas man lang ng kwarto ko.

Kristine stand up and went to my study table. Kumuha sya ng stick note at nagsimulang magsulat. >___<. Mukhang alam ko na kung ano un.

"Kung 8th Commandment yan, forget it. Ayoko na! I wasn't sure i was doing this right since, despite having more or less fulfilled." T^T

She get another stick note and scrabble something, then she put the two stick note on my forehead.

"Hey! pwede namang iaabot na lang ah! baakit kelangan pa idikit?" I said

"Duhh? What's the use of caalling it a stick note if i will note stick it? Like in LOVE what's the used on holding to someone if that someone doesn't hold you back?"

Bullseye!! Ouch ha! Bakit kapag sya ang nagsasabi parang ang sakit sakit? Kinuha ko ung dalawang stick note.

8th Commandment : Take a Vacation

9th Commandment : Embrace Change

"Tara! I am going out of town this coming weekend tutal naman we don't have classes this coming Monday up to Wednesday so that means we have a long weekend." - Kristine

"I'll think about it" I shrugged

"Come on! Boracay is a wonderful place to unwind. Stop thinking about Jeff and even Pia. You shouldn't compare people's outside with your insides."

"God damn true! But i am not in the mood to go on a vacation this weekend." sabi ko sabay higa ulit sa kama.

"Gosh! Cheska sa ganda mong yan you could have a boyfriend in just like that. . ." Kristine snap her fingers.

I know she's right. ito ngang si Tyler laging nag-iiwan ng message sa Ym ko. Wala na nga akong mukhang maihaharap sa lalaking un after ng nangyari last time. T^T

Hayy. wala ako sa sarili sa mga araw na ito. Tapos ako pa ang napili ng mentor namin sa Publication na aplikante para sa writing workshop this summer. Pero bago ako mapili kelangan ko daw muna magpasa ng essay composed of 2000 words. Nak ng tinapa naman. Paano ko nman gagawin un eh Lutang nga ako. Ppfftt. >________<

"Sya nga pala, pinapasabi ni Sir?. . . Sir?. . .Ah basta pinapasabi nung Mentor nyo sa Publication na your essay is due tomorrow. Bakit daw kasi absent ka kanina."- sabi ni Kristine habang naglilinis ng kuko.

"What?! Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi? Hindi ko pa nasisimulan un!"TT^TT

"Problema ba un. Eh di magsulat ka na."-Kristine

"Ano pa nga bang gagawin ko? Umuwi ka na para makapagsulat na ako."

"Kfine! You go girl! Seeyah tom ^____^ V "

I started making my essay. At first a thought of not passing it tomorrow but somehow i managed to pull some good stuff regarding my writing career. >____<

The next morning I gave my finished work to my mentor. He read it first before putting to the envelope.

"Good job! I'm sure your piece will be pick."-Mentor

"I hope so Sir. I'll go ahead Sir. "--ako then bow >__<

Paglabas ko ng office nakita ko si Jeff at Pia holding hands while walking. Jeff gave me a weak smile I too do the same but not as week as his.

WOW!!! I did it! I managed to smile at him with out being bitter. Hindi ko na rin maramdaman ung sobrang sakit kapag nakikita kong magkasama silang dalawa. Kanina sa meeting magkasama rin silang dalawa at ang sweet lang nila grabe. Pero ni hindi ako nagtrash talk laban sa kanila. Ako ba talaga toh? Siguro nga i realize na hindi talaga kami para sa isa't isa.

Kelangan ko munang hanapin ang sarili ko na nawala noong kasama ko sya. Hindi ko naenjoy ang ibang mga bagay noong kasama ko sya. At marami akong naiwan at nabalewala noong kami pa. Kelangan ko munang ayusin ang sarili ko bago magmahal ng iba ^____________^V