Love on the Brain [Quadrilogy to Me, You, & Henny]

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Levianna Stevenson

I guess you could presume life was back to it's hectic mess since everyone came home from Chris' mother's house and is back in mine. I missed my triplets, but I also missed my first daughter, Noemi. I know that we've been on rocks for months now with each other, but I'll forever have that mother instinct about her. Sometimes I wish she'd just tell me where she was, give us a phone call, or a text message-- I'd be able to sleep a little more at night if I knew where she was. I think I'd also be able to sleep more if I didn't have to share a bed with a married man.

I allowed Chris to stay at my place, which he used to live in, until he could get his divorce over with from Dakota and be able to file a restraint against her. The story that he told me Dakota told him doesn't make any sense. They flew to Las Vegas early in the morning, got more drunk and got married, then came back the same morning. Somebody had to use their credit card with a lot of money, and be able to get last minute flights. I for one don't believe this story, nor do I kind of want it to be true. Chris surely did break my heart but it would hurt seeing him truly married-- I'm not hurt that he allegedly married Dakota. But if it were to be someone else one day, it would hurt.

I groaned as I slipped my head off the mattress so it was hanging off the bed so I could feel the cool air from the vent. I knew I was too young to be having heat flashes but I often get hot when I'm sleeping, and this is one of those nights.

"Come back to bed." Chris whispers in his sleep, I ignore him and drift off myself, but I can't help but listen to him as he's digging his fingers into my hip. "Mhm, I love you so much. Faster..." he mumbles. I toss my body up to see if he's awake and sure enough he's fast asleep.

"Hey wake up." I say shaking his bare shoulder as he is startled but wakes up.

"What? I'm sleeping Levi." He says in a raspy and sluggish voice.

"You gotta go sleep downstairs if you're gonna sleep talk all night." I say laying back down, turning my back to him. He smacks his lips and sighs.

"Man, don't wake me up if you not giving me booty."

•••

Christopher Brown

"I love you so much." I say kissing the corners of her cheeks.

"I'm pretty sure I love you more." She says in response.

"I'd marry you every day if I could Levi. This is a fact, and all I wanna do is get you pregnant one last time. Our last baby, what you think?"

"Another baby? Don't you think I should retire from giving birth. I've done it four times, give me a break nigga?" She laughs and I match her laugh.

"A break? We should be having twenty more babies-- shit, remember when I always told you that you were gonna have my babies Levi?"

"Yes Chris, and then I had your first baby." She mentions as she scoots a plate of breakfast in my face. The best part of waking up every morning. I have a beautiful wife that will cook for me, and shower me with kisses. My kids were the happiest they could be, and were the best they could be at their sports.

"Bacon, eggs, ham, pancakes, and potatoes, you just know how to hit the spot every time.." I say admiring her as she smirks over at me as she starts the dishes. "I know I can hit your spot when I get home from work though."

"I'd let you hit my spot everyday-"

"Ew mom, okay I didn't want to hear that." Mila says walking in the kitchen, my little girl was in high school now. She was growing up so quickly in front of me own eyes. It killed me that she looked just like her biological father, but I didn't mind. She would always be my little girl, she always has been, fuck her real daddy.

"Shouldn't you be getting on the bus soon? Where are your brothers?" Levi asked Mila as Mila messed around with her head full of curls at the kitchen counter. I clenched my jaw as I ate my breakfast and just wondered how many times I've told this little girl not to do her hair at the counter.

"I don't know, don't really care." She replies nonchalantly. "Daddy when will I get my allowance?"

"Girl I allow you to stay under this roof. Get you a granola bar and give me a kiss then go to school." I laugh as she rolls her eyes and walks over to me. I kiss her cheek which annoys her deeply and watch her do as I say. Her and Levi exchange goodbyes and I hear her and the boys rummaging themselves out the front door.

After dipping my bacon into my syrup I pressed the on button on the remote and turned on the television on the wall broadcasting the news. "Aren't you going to work?" Levi asked turning on the garbage disposal. She then dried off her hands and came to sit on my lap, my hand rested on her bare thigh.

"Nah, I'm not going into work today. I've got my chemotherapy appointment later on today, I know it's gonna drain me. As usual." I comment as I feel my grey beanie on top of my head. I basically never removed it because I was ashamed of my baldness, it made me cringe but it was also just my sad reality.

"Mhm, I'll try to leave work early to be there with you baby." She says kissing my forehead as she lays her head into my chest,

"You spoke to Noemi lately?"

"Last time I spoke to her was when she had her baby, and that was just the birth certificate, lord knows when we'll see her or her baby." Levi mentions.

"Isn't it weird to be a grandparent but not know our grandchild?" I say quietly.

"Isn't it weird how we barely know our daughter anymore?" She says, and she was right. Noemi doesn't keep in touch with us anymore, it's like she left us behind for good. Ever since she ran away, I'd hate to say I made her run away-- but I think I did.

I finally awake from my long and dramatic dream, to wake up to the reality of everything. That dream was something I'd never think of in a million years, it made me realize how things could've been-- how things shoudl've been. It made me realize that I've treated Levianna so wrong for all these years, how I could ever make it up to her? I don't think I can.

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Thanks for reading this filler, I'm going to do my best to update this story once a month. It's actually almost over and I want time to pass by slow since this is the last story of the series. Thanks for sticking with me for so long, and reading. Love you guys, if you're still with me that is. -Kayla

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