Karma

[6]

Khalib

"NOOOO" I yelled as I watched my fathers body hit the ground his head hit the side walk with a loud sound blood gushed out of his head.

a gun stayed pointed at his motionless body a white hand was clenched on the other end of that gun. In school kids learn about all the people who are suppose to protect them but the one person that everyone looks up to stood here over my fathers dead corpse with no emotion on his face.

My mom dropped to her knees and shouted to the lord and I watched I didn't move I just stood there.

It was my fault! If I would have done what he said he wouldn't be ...dead.

My mom looked back at me and pointed a shaken finger at me and at that moment my dads bloodshot eyes popped open and stared at me.

"ITS YOUR FAULT" they all yelled at me,I watched my father cough up blood and his body shake as he continued to yell at me.
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"Khalib boy wake up" I felt somebody shaking me,I opened my eyes and looked over to see Eb standing over me.

I lightly pushed her off of me and sat up wiping the sweat off of my face.

"you okay?" she reached up and stroked the side of my face.

The dreams were usually worse than this, I nodded.

"yea yea I'm fine baby girl,can I get some water"

"yea" she hopped up and walked around the corner into the kitchen.

"I'm guessing that's the reason you never sleep at night" she handed me the cold bottle of water.

"something like that" I mumbled fumbling with my water bottle top.

"have you ever talked to someone about this?"

I sat quite for awhile my moms took me to talk to someone when I first started having these dreams and all they did was feed my head with bullshit and charged my mom a grip.

"I did but all they wanted was the money they didn't take my situation serious"

She shrugged "my mom is a therapist she will talk to you and for free"

I shook my head and stood to my feet "na I'm okay baby girl"

"It's not healthy to keep all of this bundled up inside!"

My mom use to tell me the same thing but I never listened so she just finally told me that I was hard headed and nobody but me can push me to my breaking point and she let it go.

"when I'm ready I promise ight?"

She sighed "fine"

I smiled and pulled my phone outta my pocket checking the time I had to go get my hair cut today and go take my moms to get her car out of the shop and we had to be there before one thirty.

It was going on 10 and I had to go home take a shower and get changed.

"alright baby girl Ill catch up with you later" I stood stretching my sore limbs.

"no don't go I'm going to be bored"

"gotta get my haircut and take my mom to get her car"

"can I come?pleaseee"

I sighed and listened to her beg for awhile before finally giving in.

"let me run and grab some clothes I can shower at your house"

I started to walk outside to get in the car but I stopped and shouted "hurry up" before proceeding out the door,let's pray her and moms get along.

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This chapter was going to be longer but I have school tomorrow so part two will be updated tomorrow.

Not edited,also sorry for not updating last Sunday.

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