Radom Thoughts

Why

I shouldn't be so upset.
So we've haven't talked in a while.
That shouldn't be a big deal.
I know you see me trying to get a hold of you,
But you don't answer.
Maybe I should give you space.
But.
Maybe I fear I'm giving you too much space.
Maybe it's all the stress getting to me.
Or
Maybe I don't want to lose you.
You are the one I trusted
The only one I've been able to trust completely.
Maybe it's the fear of the upcoming storm
Bringing out other and much worse fears of mine.
To most people it may seem like I'm being overdramatic.
But you'll understand.
You always understand.
Why.
Why I'm scared of drama.
Why I'm scared of storms.
Why I'm scared of people.
So I'm letting it all go.
Maybe you are reading this,
And we'll talk it out.
But
Maybe you won't see it.
Maybe I'm just over reacting.
But
Maybe it's my worst nightmare coming true.
Either way
You will always be my best friend(s).
And I will always love you.