Radom Thoughts

Invisible

That's what I am.
Invisible.
Even the ones that love me most
See right through me.
I meet your gaze expecting you to notice
How I'm holding back tears.
Waiting for you to say something.
Anything.
It's hard enough not being notice at school.
I'm nothing more than a road block in the hallways .
But having the one I was closest to not notice a thing.
That's what hurts the most.
I cry in our room.
I've stopped even trying to hide it.
You look right at me and just go back to your show.
We used to be so close.
You were the one I went to.
The only one I talked to about important things.
You were the one I trusted.
Now I'm just a shadow in your sun.
Maybe I don't want to be seen.
But maybe I do.
Maybe I want to be acknowledged as something more than A's and B's.
Maybe I do want to tell you what's wrong;
But even if I did you would just brush it off.
Did any of you ever think that there's more to my sorrows then fictional characters and boy band issues?
I just want you to see me.
Not A's and B's, but as a human being.
A human being that needs her family and so called "friends" to be there for her,
And tell her that it will all get better.
But you just continue to see right through me.
Maybe one day I'll be seen.
But maybe I'll forever be,
Invisible.