My College Years

10/4/16

   I forgot to do an entry yesterday, I decided to get ahead with my homework. So I spent a few hours on that, and after that I just sat on my bed spacing off because my brain was so burnt out. So I guess this'll kind of be like a double entry.

10/3/16

   So I had math and writing, and I didn't think I could possibly be any more bored in math. But it was possible. I can't drop the class now, because I'll get a W on my transcript. I keep telling myself that I need this refresher course, but it's getting harder and harder to keep going to the class. I'VE ONLY HAD THE CLASS THREE TIMES. Whatever.

   I'm worried. I may have a slight crush on Writing Boy. He's just too adorable. I noticed in this class that his hair is actually brown; I thought it was dark brown/black. But it's like the perfect brown color. It's not like chesnut brown, and it's not too dark either. It looks like he dyed it the perfect brown. Idk, maybe he did dye it. And he's always so well dressed! And always smiling, it's so contagious! All we really did in class was read Act II of Julius Caesar. We got in small groups and read aloud, which made me nervous because it's Shakespearean English! It's so weird to read, especially out loud. But it's okay I guess, my group wasn't awkward or anything, they were actually pretty nice. Except I got put in a group with one of the girls that I don't like. Whether or not she was being honest or not, she seemed to not recognize me. Which is fine with me.

10/4/16

Today was boring. I thought college was going to be more exciting than this. And it's not. It's getting harder and harder to write these things because nothing eventful is going on! My classes are boring. If I was taking classes that I actually WANTED to take, then I probably wouldn't be bored. I don't know if I wrote this or not, but I had to drop ASL because I was forced into this stupid CG class. I try to put a positive spin on the class though, cracking jokes under my breath. Like today, our professor had us in small groups, and we counted off by 6. I muttered under my breath "I can't even count that high". Ugh. I hope college gets more interesting. I'm gonna blame the boring-ness on the fact that I'm no longer in choir. Choir was honestly the only thing that got me through my last year of high school. I can't tell you how many times I fake cried to my friends and told them "I can't do it. I'm gonna drop out. I'm not gonna make it".

BUT I GET TO SEE MY CHOIR NERDS AGAIN ON THE 19TH!!!! TWO WEEKS FROM TOMORROW! I MISS ALL OF THEM AND I LOVE THEM ALL AND I WANNA HUG EM AND SHIT.

Ok bye

- A