Till I Find You (Austin Mahone Fanfic)

Chapter 7

Katies POV-

I wake up with Austins arm still around me, like we haven't moved all night. I should probably leave, I'm so embarrassed that he saw me this way. I never wanted to go back into that state but I couldn't help it. I can never do anything right anymore so whats the point. I decide to make my way out of the bed and into my room. Sarah wasn't in bed so they were either not home or in Alex's room. I mean I don't mind i'm happy for them.

When I get back into my bed I can't help but start to cry again. After about an hour of non-stop sobbing I look at the clock to see that its 7am. I decide to clean myself up to take a shower just get ready, it doesn't seem like ill be getting much sleep.

After getting out of the shower I put on my aztec sundress and just leave my hair natrual. I didn't feel like doing anything with it. My eyes were bloodshot red, like I just smoked a joint or two. Thank god for eye drops.

When I look back over at the clock it says 8:30 so I put on a pair of black flip-flops and make my way to the beach. I just need sometime to clear my head and whats for relaxing than the beach?

Austins POV-

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I hear my alarm go off and I was honestly not ready to get up for the days, I turned around to see Katie was gone. I jumped out of my bed and into her room and she wasn't in there.

"Have you guys seen Katie?" I said busting into Alex's room.

"No why?" Alex said yawning.

I ran into the bathroom kitchen everywhere. She wasn't in the house.

Where is she. Why did she leave. Did I scare her away.

I put on some slippers without even putting a shirt on I run out of the house. I picked up my phone to call her and then i realized i didn't have her number.

"Katie, Katie" i yelled running down the boardwalk. Out of the corner of my eye I see a brown headed girl wearing a dress. It has to be Katie.

I ran as fast as I can until I come from behind her and give her a hug. Thank god shes okay. I don't wan't to see her hurt twice.

"You're okay, see I wa-" I said as she cut me off.

"Yes I'm fine I just needed some space to think.." she said not looking me in the eyes and continuted to walk past me.

"Listen Katie last night,"

"No Austin I really dont wanna talk about it, I'm trying to forget about it. I'm so embarrassed that you walked in on that and I don't want you to look at me any differently can we please just forget about it?" she said still not looking me in the eyes. She looks so hurt I just don't understand why someone as beautiful and full of life would do something like that to themselves.

"I just need to say one thing," I said grabbing onto both of her hands forcing her to look at me. "promise me that whenever you're feeling they way you felt last night you'll come to me. promise me you wont hurt yourself again, promise me that because there is to many people out there that care about you, including me." I said as she began to cry.

"Trust me you don't want to have anything to do with me I ruin everything." she said walking past me.

I grabbed onto her hand, as she looked at me. "You know what maybe you're right maybe you think I don't want anything to do with you but guess what I do, I don't know how to explain it I just want to be able to keep you safe and to keep you happy, I know we just met but there's something about you I can't get over."

"You don't mean that I promise." She said looking away.

"Actually I do mean that I mean that with everything in me, you know what else I mean?" I said moving her hair behind her ear grabbing her face gently and kissing her. Without any hesitation she kissed me back. I pulled away leaving her what looked to be speechless.

"I know you have a boyfriend and I'm sorry it won't happen again I just needed to let you know how much I care-" before I could finish she pulled me in for another, even longer kiss. Her lips fit perfectly with mine moving in perfect harmony.

"I say we get back to the house and go back to bed, what about you? "I'd like that." she said blushing to me. "Austin one more thing, don't tell anybody about.. you know." she said looking away from me.

"I won't. Promise."

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Katies POV-

After we got back into Austins room we never did fall back to sleep. We just sat up and talked about what was going on and I told him how me and Josh broke up, and he talked about his rise to fame and everything going on the the near future.

"I'm sorry about you and Josh." he said looking away from me.

"Don't be sorry, he wouldn't even let me explain so he's not really worth it. I just need to move on. Let's not talk about him okay?" I said to Austin. And I was being honest. I don't want to talk about it. I want to forget it ever happened. That I ever waisted my time with him.

"Okay, then let me help you forget about him?" Austin said picking up his phone and dialing a phone number.

"Austin what are you doing?" I said putting my head next to his phone trying to hear who he was talking to. That didn't work well because he nudged me over not letting me hear.

"Hey man it's Austin, you know that thing you told me about last week?" He said into the phone. "Yeah I was wondering if I could tonight?, Alright sweet thanks man I'll text you when I'm on my way." He said standing up infront of the bed.

"Not so fast Mahone" I said jumping on his back and forcing him to fall back onto the bed.

"What you gonna do about it?" He said as he turned over and was now over top of me, our faces 5 inches away.

"Now it looks like your the one stuck" he said holding me down.

"Oh it's on now" I said trying to get out but that was really pointless he was bigger and stronger.

He moved his mouth down to my ear whispering "See you tonight 7 oclock on the pier, wear something nice. I've gotta get to rehearsals." He said standing up grabbing his phone and running out of the room before I could even answer.

I shouldn't be doing this. I'll just have to tell Austin we should just be friends. Nothing more. But is that what I want? Do I want to be friends, or more? There is no denying me and Austin had major heat and he makes me happy and makes me feel safe, maybe I should just go for it.