one chance [k.b of day6]

fifty three

the weeks passed by quickly.

although i wasnt the same.

im skinnier.
i sleep less.
i dont want to smile.

i want to be with you brian.

looking at your grave, i wanna be with you. i wanna be where you are. i am sorry i did this to you. i promise we can be together once again.

i walk to my apartment. as i open the door i see a bunch of glass broken and papers everywhere. i walk to my phone and decide to see if there were any voice mails..theyre all from her.

it just sucks that she is trying to reach out.

i cant help it. brian, i am coming. i go into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. i am so worthless.

i then fill the tub with water.
i go in. as i drown my head down i close my eyes still knowing i am alive.

pitch black.

and i then stop breathing. but i am still here in some kind of state of life.

this white circle appears and gets bigger..i then see a random animal walking out..(lol im kinda gonna break the mood cuz 🐔🐣👓) "i am sweggod!"

"what? where am i?"

"your on midday. this is where you decide your final fate. you can go through three different portals. there is a happy place called 'the day' and there is the sad place called 'last day'"

"what is the third one?"

"time of day."

i then put a confused face on.

"let me show you."

he then starts doing a weird dance move and the whole vision i was in disappeared. we then end up at a time where i see brian in front of my house. i see myself looking pissed at brian.

i found out that he was really smiling.

i then start tearing up.

i then get moved into a different time. i then saw how fast brian was running to save me.

and as we were going on..ive seen so many gestures he has done to try to make me happy.

i didnt know that he sacrificed so much.

"eunji..this is the last scene you will see.."

we end up in a black room. i look around. what is this place? i then start walking and see a small light. as i get closer i see that it is a lamp. the lamp is next to a desk. i see a person laying his head down on the flat surface.

i look closer and see it is brian.

he has dry tears. but he looks like he is struggling through a lot. i then look around a bit and see a bloody shirt on the ground.

"stop."

"grab the shirt."

"no.." my arm then gets out of control and grabs it for me without any control from me. as i touch the bloody shirt i get a flashback of seeing brian on the ground dead.

i close my eyes.
"stop!!"
i close my eyes as hard as i can hitting my chest with a fist. i fall to the ground and keep quiet.

i look up and turns our i am sitting on a chair in an empty room.

the sweggod (😣) then comes in.
"time of day is when i have the power to bring you back to a certain time to fix everything you have done..now which portal do you want to go to?"

"time of day."