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I had to share this with you's

So kira and her bestfriend for I think nine years, had this big ASF fight and her friend was the cause, kira did nothing but try to make things work...And it's just so heartbreaking when I read this message, she asked if I was ok with it..and I asked her if I could show you...She said yes...Cause she...Hopes if she had wattpad she will see it..Even if it's a 1% chance, and Now it's all because of her boyfriend and I heard the things he's done to her...It sickens me to think she Vanessa would date her bully...And side with him...

FACTS-

(She write it) (it's not from me) (FME-Feeling Many Emotions) (did she forgive her!!?)  (Was written to Vanessa not me) 

You better read this whole fucking thing..❤️😔

Happy birthday Vanessa!

And 12:00AM so first one to wish you a happy birthday 😋✌🏻️(Hopefully)

We been through a lot of shit together, and I want it to stay that way

You've been my best friend for nine and a half years (yes I had to include that😂)

You were my first friend when Ellie left and after that I was broken, but then I met you! Still can't believe you put up with me being a bitch to you when we first met...still can't believe you still wanna put up with me today! Ahah sorry bout that...

but who knew we'd become this close! I was really surprised from how long we lasted, me being a bitch person who loves to annoy the fuck out off/Study people and all the stupid fights that I cause, and everyone one them I always say I'm not gonna go back to you but what happens in the end...we're friends again!

Our friendship is really wierd to be honest.

Ooo~ remember all those plans we would make (Half of them being crazy and weird 😂😂) also, I swear me and you were twins in our past life!

But sometimes I feel like I'm just to annoying for you...but I grew on you and you learned to Co-op with me! Which I applaud you for, and then all the memories we shared, my god the best one would have be everything! That's how many memories we have, but most of them were fights...but some were good! And you thought I wasn't gonna write a paragraph well guess again! (I'm not even sure this is a paragraph 😂)

You remember that day when I needed to talk to you, thanks for being there for me..❤️

And you know, one day, when you won't ever forgive me for what I done..I'm still gonna care for you, like I always do. And you know how I am with emotions! So yeah, hate me and not care, I'll still be caring..I'm always gonna be there for you, no matter what, even if you said "I don't want to see your stupid face, not even you voice!" I would still care, (ok I think I made my point😂)

and as we go on we always remember the times we had together, and if we ever change in the future..we'll always be friends forever! And I know since the holidays have been so fucking weird for us...

I'm just afraid to say what I want, you know I'm not like on of those fucking cliché fucking girls!

No...I'm weird..different...In my own little way! 😊

I express my emotions in my way, so tbh all the things I say to you Mean a lot, and you'll understand what I say one day....Hopefully 😅...

And also, I know I'm not that kinda friend who would compliment you and stuff..or that kind of shit! But..note how I say stuff differently...I always wanna be the one to stick out of your friends! Hehe

And not how one time say I said I human you...that means I love you! In a friend/sister type of way, because I love humans! I'm just a complicated person...that it just takes time to understand my emotions and ways of things...also...

I actually canceled dinner Because...I just wanted to spend my birthday alone...like I always do...because no matter what...something bad/embarrassing happens...and I just don't want nothing to happen...But..I'm so so so! thankful that you came to my 12 Birthday...it meant heaps..thanks for that...❤️....

Man, I'm so fucking stupid! I'm pushing you away! And you know...thank you, for everything

For being a stranger to an acquaintance

From A acquaintance to a friend

Then becoming a good friend..which soon turned into my Bestfriend! My partner in crime! The Duo! The best of the best! But what I really liked...was When you became my little sis...I was so caring for you...me and my siblings would never really bond like that..heck I don't even get to see them...

But you just gave of that little sister vibe...you still do... And since then I was so over protective of you...But you'd always get pissed at me for it...Your right...your not just some little girl anymore...You don't need me anymore...You're grown up...you're not that little girl I first met...you're not that Idiot who couldn't defend herself...Heck...you've grown heaps....

I'm glad I could be that shoulder you needed to cry on..I'm glad I met you...But..you're such a big girl now, making loads of friend, having your first boyfriend, had your first kiss...And your growing up...while I don't wanna grown up...Maybe that's why this friendship is so edgy....Were total opposites, But yet...we're perfect together! We make the ultimate duo! The most coolest heroes in the world!

Do I need to go on? If so, I'm to lazy to write more 😂😂

And....You are there for me when I need it, but I don't even say a word......I know your worried about me, and I know you care...Yet I'm being a crybaby about and start thinking you don't care...And...you probably just wanna give me space...I do know for a fact you do care...Even if I don't think you do...Or you don't show it...I know you care and worry about me...I mean we're sisters...It's our own special little bond...We can tell when the other ones down..And when ones bullshitting...I'm guilty as charged 😅

And...I'm regret...For putting all my crap on your shoulders...when you already have so much more shit to deal with ❤️😔

But there's one thing I do know for a fact! we were meant to be friends like, seriously out off all my friends, it's like you know exactly what I would do/say in situations (Damn mind reader 😂😂)

and I'm so sorry..for all those messages I sent you...I i hope you'll forgive my stupid frustration towards you.....I was just...Being a crybaby...like always...

And TBH...I despise the shit out of my actions...I swear the things I put you through...And this was meant to be a happy message but instead it kind a mixture filled with emotions...Sorry bout that 😅

Also, If I ever became a cop, I'd let you get away with punching/Murdering some bitch (But if it's an animal/Important person, you going to jail 😂😂)

Or if i become a doctor, I'd let you have a lollipop after a check up/operation!

(unless it's a raspberry lollipop...Its mine 😛)

Or if I become a serial killer, I'll murder the person you Despise!

(But if it's me, I'm not killing my fabulous ass 😝)

So yeah, I hope you get your ass spoiled today! And you better come to school today, and have your name announced on parade, hehe! Oh almost forgot, I'm very thankful for you~ Happy birthday Dipshit! ❤️🎉

Btw, I spent most of my days editing this shit for you...Even if we're not fucking friends, You still deserve a proper fucking happy birthday along with the present I got you 😔💝Happy birthday Bestfriend ❤️😊 

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