I was all for you

You have that effect on me too

Sorry I didn't update yesterday,guys.

Ashley

Weeks passed, and everything was going great. It was like a dream come true. If my parents would still be here, they would be so proud of me. My parents died in a car accident when I was 8 years old. That was 13 years ago. The band was doing great. We started writing some songs for our new album. We still haven’t figured out a name for the album, though. And as days passed, the crowds were getting better and people started to appreciate our music and sing to it. This is what I’ve been waiting for my entire life, to do something I love and that other people love it too. And the bonus part is that I had amazing friends to witness me living my dreams. I don’t why or when but I fell for Alan. I just love the way he makes me feel safe, the way he is passionate about guitars....The sad part is I don’t think I’ll never have the courage to be in a relationship ever again. Since Trevor cheated on me, I didn’t let myself get close to anyone but somehow Alan managed to make me fall for him. That’s the reason I’ve been ignoring him lately, I don’t want to get hurt again.

I got up from my bunk and got out of the bus. I was walking towards the stage for sound check.

“Hey Ash”I heard a voice from behind.

I ignored the voice. I knew it was Alan. I couldn’t let him close to me.

“God Dammit Ash! How long are you going to keep up with this? How long are you going to ignore for no fucking reason!”

I felt really bad. It’s just I was scared he was going to break my heart ...like Trevor.

“Fine, you can ignore me but just give a good reason.”

“Ash, look at me.”

I turned around and looked at him straight in the eye. Fuck, those brown eyes made my tummy go wild .And, then, I kissed him. He looked at me with a confused look. But I didn’t gave him an explanation, I ran towards the stage for sound check.

We played Crash, a new song that is going to be in the new album.

I sang softly in the mic.

“Wait, where you say you've been

Who you been with

Where you say you're going

Who you going with

Keep me on my toes, Keep me in the know

Wait, keep me in your skin, Keep me in your chest.

I wait for it to start; I wait for it to end

Keep me on my toes, Keep me in the know

But when I looked at her, I thought of only you

If only there was proof I could use to show it's true

We were young, we were in our teens

It wasn't real love

Spent behind bars

Oh it's sad to think, We just let it be

Prisoners of love”

I got off stage and went to see Alan.

“I’m sorry I kissed you.I don’t know what I was thinking.”

He didn’t answer me with words...he kissed me. I kissed him back putting a little more pressure in the kiss. The kiss was perfect, it was short but passionate.

“Wow. “I muttered.

“Exactly what I was thinking. Hey Ash, since we don’t have a show tonight...”