Why can't I?

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by NerdTakashi

by NerdTakashi

I feel so vulnerable, why?

Why does my arms move on their own?

My chest burns up, my heart jumps as if trying to calm down the burning sensation in my chest.

These clumsy knees start to become weaker the closer I go to him.

Why does my thighs feel so numb whenever I are try to run?

My feet don't listen to me when I try to walk.

My brain overworks and I sweat but I stay strong so no one can caught on.

Why can't I stop this feeling in my chest?

Why can't I say what I want to?

Why do I mess up my words?

Why can't I figure it out?

My brain shut down when he held me.

My chest beated so fast when he spoke to me.

My body just went into complete numbness.

The next thing I hear when I wake up, drives me crazy.

Sitting next to me, face looking into my curious eyes, the male who caught me.

The voice was soft, gently and just made me listen to him.

"I love you."

I was confused, smiling happily.

I don't know why, but I was happy.

"I love you more, you have no idea."