Chapter Three :
Living nightmares
I open my eyes just to see the same. Darkness, sadness and feel the same pain that made my heart shattered into pieces. I didn't know when this selfish life begins it's tortures. I learn how to play all along in the fluctuating waves of life.
Alone...
I'm alone...
I don't know much of my childhood all I know is the truth that I'm not like others, I'm special as she always says. And as all the children sang, playing together and doing what they want I'm in the darkness trying to fight my living demons. I killed them all. I killed innocent lives. I killed them by my own bare sinful hands. I look at the their lifeless body as my hands tainted with crimson trembling in fear. But I always wonder what I will do? What can I do? Is there someone who can help me? And now I realized the answers.
None!
Nothing!!
No one!!!
And it all brings me here sitting in the dark corner living my nightmares while I trying to fight the pain, tears and despair as the pure demon monster waiting to come out inside me threatening to capture all my sanity.
Now I have nothing but a single memories to hold. I clutch the necklace with ring hanging around my neck. I don't know where its came from all I know that this is important. I just wake up one day didn't remember my past and the woman who take care of me as her child give me this saying it's her gift, she gave me her care, sympathy and the most of all the warm and love. The same things I wish I still had. But it's impossible as she is the first who receive a painful death from me followed by all the peoples who ones care for me.
The tears I keeping flows freely on my honey colored eyes as I again close my eyes going on my wonderful dreams to escape this monster who called 'reality' .
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A/n : a short brief for gon's POV
And the woman he pertaining to is mito-san.
I'm so sorry for wrong typos and grammar. I'm the one who edited the picture on media and ezi-chan is my Name in instagram...
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