Hold me close

Chapter eight

Chapter eight :
Unidentified feelings

"Tadaa!!! Good morning" gon happily greeted the three males as they enter the dining.

"Wha- what's this?" Leorio asked raising an eyebrow as he sat on his usual sit. "Did you cook this?" Kurapika asked smiling as he sat with Leorio and Killua.

"Yeah, I wake up early, this is all I can do to thank you for all good you did and letting me live here temporarily. And thanks Killua for going with me in amusement park the other day. Arigatou!!" Gon said as he bow in front of them to show how thankful he was. Kurapika smile and pat the raven haired teen head but immediately put it away as he see gon flinched. "Umm I'm sorry" kurapika smile weakly. "No, its okay" gon answered he thinks its all okay he just not going to touch them without gloves its okay. "Take a sit gon" Killua who has been silent all the time said and they begin their breakfast.

Killua's POV .

We finish our breakfast fast. Kurapika goes out for his job as well as Leorio who go for his work about the victims of the said monster killer. Its been week since the last murder I wonder why or when will that monster takes his action again.

I walk in the kitchen to see gon washing the dishes. "oi, gon you shouldn't doing that." I called out as he look at me. "Ah! Killua? No I can do this. Its all I can do for all you did to me. When I met you my life begins to changed. Your like a light Killua your really great!!" Gon said sweetly as he give me his bright smile. I feel my face heat up. "You! You Baka don't say that its embarrassing" I reply as I look away 'my god this boy is unbelievable!' "Huh? Oh sorry then" he said smiling. Damn that smile.

"Eh? Ah then let me help you for that" I said and he just nodded. I can't help but glance at his face as we are just near at each other. This is the first time I really see him in close. His big honey magnificent eyes, tanned skin and beautiful smi- what no no Killua what are you thinking "ughhhh!!" I unconsciously yelled as I shake my head furiously.

"Are you okay Killua?" I look at gon who gives me an odd look. "Of- of course baka!!!! Just wash the dishes" i bow my head and pretend to be busy washing the dishes just to hide my blush. "Ookay?" I heard him said and continue his work.

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"I wonder what should we do now. " I said out of boredom. Its afternoon, kurapika and Leorio hasn't come back yet. I take a deep sigh "oh my I'm bored" I said.

"What do you like to do then? Killua?" He said tilting his head. "Nah! I don't have any in mind" I answered. There's a long silence between us then "let's play video game then" I said sitting up looking at him. He look at me "eh? Video game? If you say so but I'm not good at that." he answered. I go inside my room as gon walk on my back following me. I set the station as gon look around my room

"There's nothing special here." I said blankly and he look at me. Wait is he blushing? Damn it his cut- wait what I'm saying Killua your a spy for god sake!!! I erase all my thought and look at him again. "Come on let's play!!"

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"Tch!! Are you sure your not good at this!! Damnit!!" I yelled annoyed. Its been two hours since we played. I think he lied when he said his not good at games.

"Haha I'm not maybe Killua is just weak!!" He said laughing at me.

"Are you insulting m- ugh!!!!!" I yelled as I look at screen "ugh I lose again!! Your cheating!!" I said furiously as I throw the consule and point an accusing finger at him while he just laugh at me. "Haha Killua is furious! You lose again. Wanna play again? Maybe I can let you win this t-" I didn't let him finish as I throw a big pillow in his face. "Haha! Suit your self" I said victorious.

"Aww! Killua is a meanie!" He pout then tackled me. He get me off guard as he sit on my stomach I just thankful we're in bed so I didn't bump my head. "yes I caught killua " he yelled in victory as he throw his hand in the air. It didn't last long as I fight back. We scrambled as I tickles him. We played like a child and we laugh at each other. Things that I don't always do as a spy.

We lay in bed panting. "I win!" I yelled as I smile. "Eh! Yo-your cheating!" His said panting. "Ehhh! Look Killua its already night time!" Gon yelled and he sat up pointing at the window. I saw him stand and walk to the open window. "Come on killua the stars are beautiful." He said as he look back at me. I sat up and look at him. His hair looks like dancing as the cold breeze of wind came. I walk towards him and now we both lean on the open window. I look at him ad he look at the dark sky covered by million of stars.

Its already night. I didn't even noticed the time as we played earlier. I look at him his sweet smile, his big beautiful honey brown eyes. 'What are doing to me?' I mentally asked. Even I know he can't here I really want an answer. He's the only one person who could make me feel this way. A happiness, an overwhelming happiness I only feel when I'm with him. A feelings I can't even described.

"Are you happy when your with me? Killua"

My eyes widen a bit at his question. ' am I?' I bow my head slightly, my bangs covered my eyes. "Ye-yeah, I guess" I answered. My voice is low but enough for him to hear. "Arigatou, your the best of all the best friend I ever have." He said softly and our eyes met. His magnificent honey eyes met my sapphire one as our face only inches apart from each other.

"Your really the best" he mumur

"Baka" I reply softly as I look away I felt my cheeks heat up and I hear him giggles like a girl and he look again at the sky.

I look down my eyes unfocused. 'What's this feelings? What are you doing to me gon." I asked in myself.

' A spy didn't need to feel any emotions its only going to be nuisance. Jobs is your only priority '

Its the words illumi said. I'm a spy he's right. Emotions are only a nuisance.

I then feel my phone vibrate. I get my phone out and open the message saying-

' I'm back kil~

-love lluna!!! '

My eyes widen as I repeatedly re-read the message. "What she's back?!" I said yelling gon give me a confused look saying "who's back" and I only said "no one in particular, let's watch the stars again.

Lluna-ni-san? Why
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A/n : I want to make a killugon moment but I ended up here. It kind of mess...

I want to go to the story and said Killua! Its called love!!! And oh yeah ..