Hold me close

Chapter Fifteen

CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Tears of Regret.

" You can do nothing, lil'sister. " illumi standing in the hallway said as he see his sibling Illuna. " You think I didn't know?  I already knew I can do nothing for him.  But at least i want to.... "

" Ask for forgiveness? Why are you wasting your time for something you can't have? You think they'll forgive you?  I doubt it. " Illumi walk towards her grabbing her chin up.  " You want to ask something like forgiveness? You always making me laugh sister. Asking for such thing as forgiveness is just the way of people to cover all of thier mistake. What can you do atone on all of it? Illuna?  Freed him?  Make them together? " Illumi cornered her to the wall. 

" but...  They're promise to be together forever-" illuna cried out but cut off by her brother again

" Forever is just an illusion. It's just a fake meaningless word uttered to ease the loneliness in someone's heart. Forever is like a first aid it ease the pain but not permanently. Even how much you shed,  even how many years you regret everything in the past. Even how many times you tried to atone on all of it.  You can never change the past.  " illumi walk away leaving his sister kneeling on the floor.

" How can you say cruel words...  Without blinking an eye, brother" A tears escape from illuna's eyes. " Killua....  Please...  Save him "

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" Achooooooo!!"

" Are you sick?  Killua? " kurapika asked worriedly to his younger friend.  Killua sitting on the sofa squeeze the bridge of his nose.  " Nah.  I'm not sick kurapika. " 

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Kalluna's POV

I hold tight on the black keys in my hand. All I need to do is open this door and I can finnaly see him.  But what the hell can I do? Drag him out of this place. It's not like I didn't trust my abilities.  I gain more skills when I'm out for 8 years but I don't trust my self fighting my whole family all at once if I tried to escape with gon.  I gather all the courage I have and slowly insert the key.  Low click was heard and the slowly push the door.

Darkness.

Loneliness

There's nothing but despair inside this room. 

" Lluna-ni san? " Tears escape from my doll eyes followed by many more. I cannot contain my self any longer I slump on the floor. " G-Gon? " Few steps away from me is the most important person on my brother's life. " I'm sorry!!  I'M SO SORRY!!  I DIDN'T MEANT TO BE COWARD!  IT'S ALL MY FAULT ALL THIS MESS IS ALL MY FAULT!! IF I JUST DIDN'T DO THAT,  IF I -IF I " I can't stop the tears from falling. I let out the words of regret I've been meaning tell on him for years.  I know I'm asking for something I can't have.  Just like illume said I can't do something to pay all my sin.  I look at him fully and my heart shattered into pieces. He can barely stand on his feet I can see it the way his feet swollen, his legs and arms full of bruises and his beautiful wide eyes tainted with dried tears.  ' Did they tortured him??!! ' I thought to myself but all he did was smile.  Yes he smile at me as he fell down on the floor maybe because he can no longer stand because of injuries.  " I didn't blame you Lluna-ni, not even once. I always thought of you as my older sister. " Tears escape from his eyes " Even things turned out like this I'm still glad.  I'm glad that I remember all of my past . Mito-san once told me to never blame anyone. If they at fault then learn to forgive.  I'm glad I remember all of those things. Even though there's bad memories I can still smile with all my heart because of the memories we shared. " My eyes widen in shocked as I clutch on my chest.  " You're to kind..... " I cried not daring to look onto his honest eyes.  " But...  Can I ask a simple thing.... " He continued, I look at his hands as i notice it just now it's tied with a metal chain and connected to one of the walls.  I look at way can't endure it any longer. Then all of a sudden someone grab me by the hands and force me to stand up.  I look at the one who dare and it's my foolish brother at the door is my father and grandfather. " let me go" I struggle on his hold.  " I thought I told you 5 minutes only right? " illumi said casually.  " How dare you!!  RELEASE HIM! HIS NOT AN ANIMAL YOU CAN CHAIN!  HIS STILL YOUNG! "

" Just go. But I'm begging you don't tell anything to killua,  please?  " I look shocked at what he's just said.  " what are you-"

" please.  I'm begging you. " one drop of tears followed by many more.  He cry bitting his lower lip keeping any sound.  " Please...  I don't want him to live having me on his mind...  He will surely blame it on himself.  Tell him......  to..  to..  Live.  Tell him that..  that this wierd stranger who always hold on his shirt..  This stranger is already okay and settled, so that he will not bother to look for me.  So that I will just A stranger passing by on his life. . Please I.    I. Love him too much....  That it hurts..  Thinking him is enough for me.  .. I love him forever.... "

And with that the heavy metal door shut in ftont of my face. Illume let go me as I cried louder. Satting on the floor forehead touches the ground.  " It's no used,  Killuna" My father tried to touch me but I immediately slap his hand.  " leave me alone. LEAVE ME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!!! " I scream loud enough.  I heard their retreating footsteps.

" Lluna-ni?  What's happening?  " Alluka immeged from the side with kalluto.  I grab them both as I cry.  " Just do what you know is right.  " That's all kallluto said.  Killua.....  I'm sorry.......

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So hello guys.  It's been a long time I guess? I always read your comments regarding this story. To be honest I had a plan to unpublish this story coz I think my account is a bit messy.  Full of unfinished story but because some of you is requesting for me to update then finally here it is.  Too short but it's okay for now right?  Haha so as always this is unedited.  You make your self comfortable and bare with my wrong grammar for a while.  I'm working with Chapter 16 right now. 

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