Lemonade // JB

Eighteen: Now

IMPORTANT END NOTES

~Kennedy Bieber~

"I prefer Francesca"

"Kennedy get behind me right now" Justin whispered as I leaned back shaking my head as I moved my hand from the slit of my dress showing him I had a gun on me now. My whole family was here, it was about to go down.

"I just wanted to bring a little gift" she threw a envelope, thick enough that when it fell infront of us it looked pretty serious.

"I'll still kill you" I grabbed my gun, cocking it back as I pointed it right at her head. For once, I had never wanted to put a bullet through her head so fast.

"Oh honey, I wouldn't do that" she looked at Justin as he stared at these whatever documents they were. "You got an abortion?" Justin looked at the paper as I felt my heart stop.

Oh God, don't let it be true.

"You think you own everyone and everything, it's time you got a taste of your own medicine" and with that she was gone faster than she arrived.

I looked at my parents as everyone walked back into the private room, I knew Justin was about to lose his shit.

His golden rule, no abortions.

"What the fuck am I looking at?" Justin threw the papers down as I stood frozen. "We were in college and we broke up. I didn't know what to do" I felt the tears beginning to well up. "I didn't know if there would be an us. I just I had to do it." I gulped as Justin paced. "Bullshit! It's all bullshit! You know how I feel about all this shit!" Justin yelled as I flinched. "Justin, I know you're mad, but I had to do what was right." I took in a deep breath.

"So what killing it was the best option? We have lost two kids Kennedy! How do I not know that's what you've done every single time? Huh? These are our children! Would you have done that to Ethan? Hannah? Thad?" Justin ran a hand through his hair as I gulped again.

"No God no, we're married I knew I had you and we would be alright" I tried to explain. "Don't fuck with me right now. We would have had six kids together" Justin shook his head and letting out a breath glaring at me as I felt my heart drop.

"I never meant to do it, or to hurt you and it was selfish, I was young and I made that mistake" I pleaded as he shook his head. "And yet for ten years you couldn't tell me, not once did you bring it up" Justin sneered as I gulped. "You left, I made the best decision I could as a teen, not who I am today. I had to learn what guilt was by killing my own baby, so don't go there that I should be guilty because I live with this shit everyday. I regret walking into that clinic. I dream about what would have happened if I kept the baby" I paused as Justin shook his head.

"I need to clear my mind"

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"So you two are still going to Italy together even though you had a fight?" Vera folded my clothes as I shrugged. "He planned the trip and I love him" I sighed. "I made a dumb mistake and he found out." I stared my ring finger and my old wedding band on my finger. "People make mistakes Ken, that's how we grow, you did it once and you never did it again." Kaden sat in the room and helping me pack.

"what if he never speaks to me again? what if, he just ignores me?" I huffed and looking in the mirror. "I did it for us, so he wouldn't have to worry, so he wouldn't have so much responsibility" I bit my lip as Cara sighed. "You did have Ethan a year later" she brought up.