Heart to heart

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Im still locked in the bathroom, i dont want to face anyone but Justin is still outside, cant he use another bathroom or something? i just need space. 

"Justin" i said trying to not cry even more. "yes bella?" he said curiously, "c-c-can you go and get my phone please, its on the table" i need to stop crying and stuttering. " yes but ill make a deal with you, ill go and get your phone if you let me in and we will talk?" i stayed silent for a few seconds.. "ok" i agreed. 

I look a mess and Justin is going to think i look like a mess, does this have to happen? i heard the door knock, "ive got your phone, let me in" i stood up and let him in, i got my phone "thanks" and covered my face whilt locking the door and sitting back on the floor. 

"whats happened? you can talk to me" his voice was so soothing, its so beautiful, like him. snap out of it Bella, come on. "just my mum and things" the word things is Josh, he cant know about Josh, i havent told anyone yet well except from my mum and she doesnt know the full story. "wanna talk?" He said while pouting,

"i i i cant" starting to cry even more, suddenly i felt arms around me, i knew it was Justins so i didnt look up, he starting stroking my back, "OW!" i shouted and moved away. "what? i only stroked your back?" "i know sorry i didnt mean to shout at you, its just umm sentitive" he knew i was lying, i could tell by his face.

"let me look" he said, "why? theres nothing there" wiping tears from my face. "just let me look" im going to regret this but i pulled my shirt at the back just a little and he pulled it up a bit more, im waiting for a respone, ill just say i fell over or something.. "WHAT THE FUCK?! WHATS HAPPENED?! " he started shouting. "shhh! stop shouting and i just fell over!" i said hoping he would believe me.

"im not a fool, who hit you?" he said while holding my hands. "my mum pulled my off a chair and i hit my back on something" "why did she do that?" "we argued, nothing much"

"im going to sit here and listen to every single problem youve got on your mind, forget about the food, forget about the film, just tell me everything on your mind, if you dont trust me, its fine but i want you to trust me, yeah im known as the "player" but that was a couple of months back and people still hold the grudge against me, so please tell me Bella" Justin said while his voice turned croaky. 

"id be here forever" i said, "i dont care, just tell me" he demanded.

im getting more emotional than i am " well me and my mum have been arguing since my dad left, he left us 6 months ago for another woman and ever since that day, my mum is always blaming me, making arguments, her anger is really bad, she brought up my ex boyfriend and that caused me to leave the house and she said if i leave the house i cant go back but i still walked out the house,so im homeless, i dont know if Chloe will let me stay here for a couple of days or weeks, your the only person ive told about this so dont you dare tell anyone not even the boys, im trusting you"

"wow, so your mum is hurt and taking it on you, thats not right. whats so wrong with the ex boyfriend?" ugh here we go i sighed.

"me and Josh were together for 2 years and he cheated on me plenty of times but i still ran back to him and then umm he hit me a few times, nothing big though, why are you lying bella, he beat you hard, remember when he put you in hopsital because he threw you down the stairs? yes stop lying! and umm" i felt my phone vibrating, i checked who it was but it was Caller ID. "Im going to answer this, wait there" i said to justin wanting to know who it is.

Caller ID - Unknown 

"hello?" i said confused.

Unknown

"before you put down the phone, i know where you are and im coming to get you..."

I put the phone down as i recognized his voice. 

i dropped my phone to floor which made justin jump, it was him, i recognized his voice, shit i cant be here, i gotta go.

"i gotta go justin!! i cant be here! ive gotta go!" i picked up my phone and tried to unlock the door but i couldnt make myself do it, i felt justin pull me back to hug me from behind but i just fell to the floor and broke down in tears. "i cant do this justin, i need to go" "why do you?" he asked. "his coming, he knows where i am" 

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