The bad boy

Revenge

(triggering warning)

Im so scared to read the message, all i see is "Josh" on my frontscreen, what about if he threatens me or something? justin did hit him, or whatever he did, he just told me he had to sort it all out. 

i decided to walk back to the table and pick up my phone, i dont think i have ever been this nervous, my belly is turning and i really dont know what to expect. I opened the message and my eyes went wide and i gasped, as i go through the message, i start to cry, why does he do this to me? The message read:

Josh-

Im not even going to hide myself, i am not going to text you on unknown, i want you to know this isnt the end. You get your "boyfriend" to come and beat me up, why didnt you do it yourself?too scared? i will get him back but i will get you back first. You have known from the first day we met not to get in my way or piss me off, and youve just done it. Yes, i do still like you, i really do but you know i am not a nice person and this is revenge for leaving me ecspecially for that twat. If he finds out that ive texted you, i will do more than revenge. 

what the hell is this? by the time i finished reading the text, im bawling in tears, i cant believe it, i knew justin shouldnt of got involved, justin isnt even my boyfriend! i shouldnt of told him about the whole situation but i trust him, "ahhh!" i scream in anger, im tugging on my hair and crying. i feel so sorry for justin, he has already got people hating on him, he doesnt need this! "WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!" i keep saying to myself.

Justin's POV-

im getting ready for tonight and i can hear shouting, wtf? Bella is downstairs on her own, what about if shes hurt? fuck!

i run out the room and downstairs and Bella is on the couch with her hands her head... "whats up? are you ok? whats happened?" 

Bella's POV-

OH FUCK. i cant tell him what do i say? umm "nothing.... i just hurt myself" i lie, he isnt going to believe me, i was stuttering and looking around the room, "dont lie to me, i know your not ok, please tell me whats happened" Justin pouted. "i just had another argument with my mum and my anger got the best of me" i lie again,Justin nodded his head but i know for a fact he didnt believe me.

I got up and walked away, i went to Justins room to redo my makeup and hair, i really wasnt looking forward to the party tonight. Im so paranoid, every sound is making me jump, even if its just a click. 

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After, half an hour im finally ready, i walk downstairs to see Justin is on the couch waiting for me, he looks flawless wow.. "ready babe?" Justin smiled. "yeah, lets go" i get my phone and my purse and we both get into the car. 

Weve just arrived at Za's, its only me,Za, Fredo, Justin and Amber and Chloe, there is something about Amber i dont like, im not being bitchy, i just feel like theres always tension around us. 

"Za, wheres the bathroom?" i ask, "outside" Za laughs, he always makes jokes out the smallest thing ever, its annoying sometimes but he does make me laugh. i pull a 'tell me' face "upstairs to the left" "thank you" i nodded and walked to the bathroom. I dont know why i felt so uncomftable. I couldnt stop thinking about one thing that i havent done since 2 weeks ago, self harm, i really needed to do it, to get rid of this pain. The only person that knew/knows about my self harming is Josh and thats only because when we was in bed he saw my scars, he was so supportive that night and then we woke up the next morning and it was like it werent even him, he was telling me how much i deserve it and i should do it deeper, and its all i could think about. "i need it" thats all i keep saying to myself.