RANDOMNESS IS REAL

My first Christmas and my last

Note~ I haven't seen Griffn yet but I'm sure he's ok I haven't been able to see him because of school...ps this was my first terrible Christmas with my mom....injoy

Tins POV
As I walk down stairs I looked at my mom hoping to get a glance from her "what are you looking at Timothy?" Me being a kid I said "mowmy, it's chrismaws I thought we could celebrate it" I said as I looked at her with hope in my eyes "no" I looked at her surprised "why not my friends do" she looked at me with her steal eyes "I'm not your friends mother, and it's to much money.....here go and draw I have work to do" she gave me a piece of paper and motioned her hands to let me know to go "ok! Oh then can we have gifts and suggle?" "Ya, ya. Maybe later now go draw or bother your father" I walk down the stairs to my fathers office and look in, I start walking to him till I got to his desk "dad?" He nods saying he's listening "why do we not celebrate Christmas?" He stops dead in his tracks "because it's a waste of time and money" I look at him and then ask "dad, it's very lonely here so if you don't mind can I have a sister or brother?" He looks at me and go glared "no, I don't won't another kid, and I didn't even ask for you so go" I walk out of his room and start walking to my bed room it was doll with checkered walks and dark blue carpet, it was quite big and roomy nice from having siblings I started to draw and forget about Christmas

Next Christmas
"MOM...MOM" I shout "WHAT!?" "I'm bored" "then do something I have a auction and if I get this machine ill sell it and get more money "ya mom?, can we FINALLY celebrate Christmas?" "No....and I don't even like Christmas and it's. was-" "let me guess a waste of money" she nods happily for the first time in forever "fine" I say as I sit back on the couch
NEXT CHRISTMAS
My parents have been so busy and I Believe have forgotten my existence I found no use in trying to reason with them so I go on a walk down the street of London (we moved from Norway to London) it was winter and cold as fuckkk but I always liked night walks "screw Christmas"(pun...?) as I walked I saw a window glowing so I walk over and smell something VERY nice. Only to see something I can't have "huh why celebrate Christmas... especially with kids" I tch and walk off down the street of London

And that my friend.....it why I hate Christmas....still hate it today 🔥🎄🔥

Jeg ønsker deg enjævla Jule jeg ønsker deg an jævla jul og et  forferdelig nyttår
Ah I miss my old language