Joshes pov
Yesterday was the best day ever my crush actually came over! I thought to myself getting ready for school.tyler was amazing. I loved everything about him..except there's one thing wrong with it.
I've always been scared to fall in love again. Last time I was hurt but something was different about tyler. I love him so much. He's so cute. The little hints he makes are adorable.
The way he's always shy is so cute. Everything about him was just so adorable and I loved it. I looked at the clock after staring off thinking about tyler and i was going to be late. I was never late and I sure as hell wasn't going to be today. I cut some morning routines out and left the house running to the school.
I got there in time just to see the beautiful face of tyler first period. Sitting down I asked "wanna come over today?" I was so scared every time I was going to get niglected but I never did. "Uh yeah sure" Tyler said with a small smile that was the most adorable and not small but huge to me. I loved his smile.
And the way he ran his hands through his hair was amazing. I went on by peeking over at tylers book every time he wrote something down and the only words I saw was *I'm standing in front of you. I'm standing in front of you. I'm trying to be so cool everything together trying to be so cool.* what did that mean?
Is he really broken? I want to help him so bad. I'm going to ask him "tyl-" I got cut off by the bell ringing. "Ya?" Tyler said raising his voice above the bell.
"Nvm I'll tell you after school." I was scared to ask tyler about his depression. I didn't want to be too nosey. I walked to the steps after school to a warm smile from tyler. "Come on let's go" I said trying to get tyler to forger about that I was going to say first hour.
"Wait josh" Tyler pulled my hand jerking me back "what where you going to tell me first hour?" Shit he remembered. "Tyler we will talk about it when we get to my house." Tyler started dragging me trying to run to my house. I told him not to simply because he hurt himself yesterday but he didn't seem to care.
Once we got to my house he automatically asked me once again. "Tyler calm down let's go to the living room." Tyler fallow ed behind me egerly waiting for me to tell him that i was going to say. I locked the door behind me into the living room so my mom wouldn't pop in like she did yesterday. We sat on the couch and I said "tyler, I saw what you where writing in first period.
Ty I like you and I don't want you to be upset. I REALLY like you ty." Did I really just say that!?!? WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? "I-i like you too josh.
Idk I just really never had any friends and nobody to be there for me when I'm sad I love the fact that you want to help me. I just.. I don't know if I want to let anyone in... I'm scared" I grabbed tyler hugging him tightly basically in tears. I loved him. I leaned in to kiss him when I did it was amazing.
I felt nature in his lips. He was so good at it and I loved it. He automatically let my tongue in. I searched through his mouth going to the back of his throat. He moaned a bit but after he grabbed my hair and pushed me further in his mouth I loved how suddenly confident he was.
I pushed him down onto the couch getting on top of him. I started taking my shirt of which broke our kiss. He started stripping also. I felt something hit my leg. I smiled as I knew he has a boner.
After we removed our shirts we continued kissing as we managed to get our pants off. I started moving down his body making sure I left hickys. Once I got to his dick I pressed my tongue on his slit and put my mouth around his shafts moving up and down. A loud moan came from tylers mouth as I covered it with my hand. He grabbed my hair and began thrusting in my mouth till I heard him say "I'm gonna cum" in a muffled voice. I didn't care as I kept going.
And suddenly I felt a hot liquid hit the back of my mouth. I swallowed all of it. I put my clothes back on and tyler did as so. We watched tv and he later on my chest. He gave me so much more to look forward to everyday. I love his smile.
His face. His beautiful brown eyes. He was just so perfect. I want to make him happy I don't know how but I will.
An. Hey I know I update really late but it gives me time to think k. Anyways I have a idea for the rest of the story and chapter should start coming in faster. I need time to think of the perfect songs to go with the story and how to write anyways I'm gonna go cuz nobody reads these and I'm trash bye.
