I'm so sorry I haven't uploaded but I just started school and I've been caught up in work. I hope this makes up for It sorry.
Tylers pov
I woke up in joshes bet which was kind of weird. I fell asleep on the couch. I grabbed my phone to check what time it was and saw a message from my mom
Mom: your going to your dad's today tyler I want you home by 12
Tyler:do I have to?
Tyler:dad's a dick
Mom:language tyler. And yes your going to your dad's we had a agreement.
Tyler:let me stay till 2 pleaseeeeeee
Mom: 1:30 tyler that's it.
Tyler:thank you
It was 9:57. I woke josh up so we can spend time together before I had to leave to my dad's house. "Josh wake up cutie." He slowly stretched as he took a deep breath of air in before opening his eyes. He smiled at me and said in his yawn "your adorable tyler." He made me blush a little which made us break eye contact.
"I've got to leave at 1:30 because I have to go to my dads." I moaned and rolled my eyes. "What's wrong ty?" We made eye contact once again as he held my hand and tried to comfort me. "My dad's just a dick."
I shrugged it off Turning away again and jumping up to go watch TV before it got to deep. My dad did things that just weren't right. He was strict and was abusive. I'm just not going to go into detail. We put on the walking dead because of what happened last Sunday.
When I saw glenn get killed I started crying and josh had to comfort me. I love it when he gives me a reassurance to stay alive. Without him who knows I might have been dead but I'm not. I'm with him and I love him. It's just too soon to tell him I love him though. We watched shows till 1.
I got up and grabbed my clothes but it started raining. Josh handed me some old black jacket to wear. As soon as I put it on I fell in love with it. Josh looked at me with his cute brown eyes and told me it looked adorable on me. Once again I blush and had to look down hoping he wouldn't notice. Josh walked up to me and hugged me for almost 10 minutes until I had to pull him away so I wouldn't be late home. Luckily my dad's house wasn't to far from here. It was just a couple blocks away. I put my headphones in and started walking down the street.
Watching the rain fall into puddles. The movement it made when the drops hit the puddles was interesting. I even forgot where I was going. I soon arrived at my dad's house. As I walk in i was greeted with a hug and a kiss from my mother in law. I automatically walk to my room and put music on.
I sat down listening to my favorite song. I repeated it so many times I think I tattooed it to my brain. I hear yelling downstairs then something hit the wall. I got scared. So i texted josh
Tyler: I'm scared
Josh:what's wrong?
Tyler:my parents are fighting.
Josh: are you okay?
Josh: do u want me to come over?
Tyler: I'm okay.
Tyler: please come over I need you.
Josh: on my way
I waited for josh a long hour. Until I notice he wouldn't show up.
I heard a pebble hit window as I look out another one being thrown. "Sorry ty." I didn't care.
All I wanted was him. "Josh! Come here. I want to hold you. Please."
I wispered so my parents wouldn't hear me. Josh climbed up the porch and snuck in my bedroom. He automatically looked at me out of breathe and asked if I wanted to go on a walk. I grabbed the black old sweatshirt he gave me and put it on because it was comfortable. He helped me off the roof making sure I don't get hurt and that I'm okay.
We start walking. We get to a park and I asked " josh. Can we please look at the stars?" Josh nodded and we both lay on the grass. I look up pointing out different stars and showing him shapes.
Josh cupped my jaw and looked at me saying "tyler. I love you." I laughed a little asking him " do you know what love is?" Josh looked dissapointed in me. "My dad always told me.
That love is when all your happiness and all your sadness and all your feelings are depended upon another persons." I felt a tear come down my face." I love you too josh." I grabbed him and held him with my head on his chest. He grabbed me and snuggled me close to him.
He really does love me. He's cute. Everything about him is just so amazing. Why do I deserve this? I never did anything good to deserve him.
But I really do like him. So I'll stop questioning it. We cuddled until 3 A.M. I have school tomorrow but I just didn't seem to care when I was with him. All that mattered right now was me and him. He changed me. My mind was gone. I liked it. I loved it. At that moment I felt like nothing mattered.
