He gave me his sweetest smile and kissed me in my forehead before going home. It was the sweetest but it was biggest heartache that I'm gonna face on my own.
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I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you
And you can tell me if I'm off
But I can see it in your face
When he's the one that you want
And you're spending all your time
In this wrong situation
And anytime you want it to stop
My phone rang and it was him.
Time Check: 11pm
"hey" Sir Mack and I, we became closer lalo na when he started calling me every night. We would talk about random things, siyempre I was really hesitant in answering his calls pero kalaunan I became comfortable talking to him.
"ow?" I'm currently browsing my playlist kaya naman ang ingay dito sa room ko.
"Looks like someone's having a musical night, what's the song?"
"Treat you better ni Shawn Mendez, nasa labas ka ba?" I could really hear loud noices parang mga dumadaang sasakyan.
"With my mates, nagkayayaan gumimik, mga graduating kasi" he sounded so happy and ang dami rin tawanan sa paligid niya. His mates ay already graduating dahil 4 years ang mga course nito. Ewan ko ba sa kanya bakit siya hindi pa nagraduate.
"Why did you call me? Kasama mo pala sina sir Nick baka nakakaabala yung pagtawag mo sa kanila" why would he call kasama niya pala ang mga kamate niya. Nakakahiya naman na ako kausap niya eh kasama niya friends niya.
"at sakanya ka pa talaga concerned? Crush mo siguro buddy ko no?" Oh gosh why would he accuse me of that?
"are you drunk? Para kang ewan, inaantok na ko, sige na bye" halatang nang aasar si Sir Mack, I could even imagine what he looks like on the other side.
"actually just tipsy, but anyways see you when I see you and bye daw sabi ni buds!" then he ended the called. Really weird!
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The weeks goes the same as well as my Saturday in ROTC class. That day we started training out and finding a buddy partner para sa semaphore dahil dalawang competition ang sasalangan namin.
Signalling was easier than reading dahil all you need to do is memorize it, unlike sa reading, opposite ang reflected image kaya nakakalito. Hannah was my partner, she's taking up Medical Biology a pre-medicine course. She's really pretty and at the same time funny.
Sir Mack was not around dahil may aasikasuhin daw siya sa school more of a experimental thesis. He even informed me thursday palang kaya hindi na ako nagulat when it was sir Nick who handled us.
"girl, ang hirap talaga ng reading nakakalito yung mga letters lalo na yung S and M." nakaupo kami sa isa sa mga bleachers nung may tumabi saamin na officer.
"Hello, anung ginagawa niyo" I think its Sir Vic? Kamate rin nina Sir Mack but I think he handles the training programs.
"practice po ng semaphore" Hannah answered, it seems their already acquainted with each other.
"bumalik ka na kasi sa pag mocc, sayang naman." Nag Mocc pala si Hannah?
BINABASA MO ANG
Teasingly In love (ROTC #1)
Romance"Wanting someone you never thought you would even look up to" Bearing the pain of being not wanted by the person you wanted the most The most who's almost out of you league
