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Simon's P.O.V
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God. I have had way too much to drink. I've consumed so much alcohol it's like my tongue could liquefy and turn itself into alcohol. Well done Simon, great job.
I make my way upstairs, dragging myself up each step as if I were to try to stand up I would collapse backwards. Which would result in many injuries, which is the last thing I need now.
"Simon!" I hear Toby shout, "Oh god.." He runs halfway up the stairs and lifts me up.
"Thankyouuu" I slur as I'm dropped gently onto the landing.
"Anytime mate, the bathrooms that way.." I look up and the light stings my eyes. His finger is blurry as fuck so I can't even see in which direction he's pointing...crap.
"Cheers.." Okay I need to stop talking as the feeling of vomit travels up every time I do.
Crawling into a dark room I try to stand up. Would be helpful if the light was on but oh well my night vision isn't that bad...
Bumping into unknown objects isn't fun at all, then walking into a wardrobe. Suddenly relief flows through my veins as I feel the end of a bed. Thank god for that.
Pulling myself higher up on the bed, I groan as my blurry vision is now starting to hurt my head. My head hits the pillow and-
I don't fall straight into sleep. Crap. I'll just close my eyes which will hopefully stop my head from buzzing.
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About half an hour later and I'm still awake.
Suddenly I hear footsteps enter the room, the light flickers on and it stings my eyes. The door closes, and whoever it is turns on another light, killing the main one.
"He looks so cute when he's asleep. I wish I could tell him the truth"
A sigh, normally projected quietly but I could clearly hear it.
The whole world could.
It was the sound of something different, love maybe.
Yes. It was the sigh of wanting something you couldn't have.
I snapped out of my thoughts, jumping up.
"Jesus Christ!" I turned quickly to see Cal, standing shaken by my actions.
"I'm so sorry I-
"Did you hear that?"
"Hear what?" I was lying to him, and it didn't feel good at all.
"What I said.."
"Not at all.."
"Oh. Good." His smile was fake, much like my responses in this moment.
"Why?" I had to ask, though I was terrified of the truth.
"Why do you care?"
"Because-I don't fucking know okay! You disturbed me and the light has made my headache come back, when I was just in the reach of it passing.." I snarled. Though I didn't mean to be angry. Shit. It was the alcohol, it must be. I couldn't ever say such rude things to Cal. We were really close.
"Owch, and you clearly weren't asleep. Otherwise you wouldn't be lying to me."
Uh oh. "I wasn't-
"I can tell when you lying" Cal folded his arms.
"Yeah? Well you need to tell me 'the truth' ."
"Fuck off Simon."
"Calm down. I was here first."
Cal scrunched his eyes,
"Shut up you beautiful bastard."
"What?"
Regret filled Cal's eyes,
"Umm I didn't mean to say-
"Go on. Tell me."
"Fine but you're drunk as fuck."
"And?"
"You are drunk. You'll forget."
"No I won't."
"Sure..."
"Tell me!"
"Fine."
"Well?.."
"Don't know how to say this so I'm just going to say this."
"Hmm?"
"I like you Simon."
"I thought so."
"What? Was it really that obvious? I didn't mean to" Cal trailed off.
"Hey shut up! You're perfect." I grinned, Cal's eyes widened.
"No I'm not."
"Yes you are..." I walked towards him, until his back was pressed up onto the wall.
"Bit close there mate."
"You love it" His cheeks go bright red.
I chuckle.
But inside I have no idea what I'm doing.
All I know is, I have just kissed Cal.
Passionately.
And I don't know how to feel about it.
