Man, I really fucked up there. My head was banging but I had to at least try to express my true feelings for Simon, as this might be the last time we see each other for two weeks. I'm going to L.A in a couple days so I want to leave him with his thoughts about me liking him. I know he won't like me back, but I can at least try.
Then of course, I fuck it all up because I started flirting. Fucking alcohol man..
Now I'm sat in the bathroom wondering what my next move will be. Fuck, I have no idea what to do. Okay so it's going to be awkward as fuck so I'm just going to go to sleep. He's probably asleep right now lol.
*knock knock*
Oh shit.
"Cal? I'm sorry for getting angry I just want to get some sleep, please let me in..." Simon sighs, might as well give up on me I am not opening the fricking door.
"Cal, please.." He sounds like he's on the verge of tears, his voice is squeaky.
I open the door but remain seated, he walks in and sits opposite me, wow now I feel super awkward.
"Cal"
"Simon"
"I have to tell you something.." We both say in sync. DA FUQ M8
I let out a little laugh and Simon giggles. Okay fuck me his laugh is so cute ugh.
"So..."
Simon covered his face, he was blushing? Eh?
"Stop looking at me like that Cal.."
"I'm not doing anything mate.." I smirk, oh god he comes the alcohol again.
"You are.." He giggled, I think the alcohol was getting to him too.
Suddenly he grabbed my face and my lips collided with his. He shoved his tongue into my mouth, owch. I did like this though, it should happen more often...😏oh shit there's the alcohol again. He sat in my lap and I grabbed his hips, there's the alc- fuck it's not, it's your feelings Cal, stop blaming the alcohol ffs.
