Groaning, she climbs off me.
"Wow Cal, never thought you were that good.."
I smirk, "What can I say.." She smiles as she puts my top on, putting her hair into a messy bun.
"Same again tomorrow night?"
"Of course babe."
She blushes, "Are you available on the weekend? You should come to my mates party, it will be fun" Creeping back onto me, she rubs my thighs.
"No sorry, I'm recording videos with Simon.."
She raises an eyebrow, "Videos?"
"YouTube videos?"
"Oh" She laughs, "Of course, excuse my dirty mind babe."
"Kate?"
"Yeah?"
I want her to be my girlfriend but I hardly even know her.
"Doesn't matter-
"Yes it does, what's wrong?"
"I'll come to that party"
"Really? I thought you were with Simon-
"Forget him."
"Ooo Cal, I feel honoured."
"Should do.." My eyes snake around her body and she shoves me a little.
"Shut up babe" Kate rolls off my bed, sloping her Calvin's back on.
"You going? Already?" I pout.
"I have to go to work Cal, y'know since I have an actual job."
Owch.
"I'm joking stupid, you're job must be great."
I'm not sure whether that's a sarcasm or not..
"Anyway, see you Saturday? I'll come pick you up. In my new fiat." She smirks.
"Can't wait.." I say a little flatly, she doesn't seem to care.
"Wait, where did I put my phone?"
"It's here." I hand it over to her.
"Oh shit my bra and leggings. God I'm so tired." Removing my top and putting her bra on, she grins at me.
"Stop watching me you weirdo.."
I smile and look away, she quickly puts on her leggings and slips on her vans.
"See you Saturday, thank you for last night." She kisses my cheek and heads off.
Though I'm not all that happy, those words keep repeating in my head. No, not that she insulted my job but what I said about Simon.
"Forget him."
I cringe at myself, but for some reason I felt pressured to do so. I only metate two weeks ago and already I feel like I'm changing. I'm a bad way, it's like I'm not being myself. I can't cancel on Simon, but now I have too. Otherwise she'll kill me, she's so clingy it's disturbing. I never should of kissed in the club, damn it. The only reason I did that was, I'm actually not sure but I hate myself for doing that. I've always thought it was the alcohol that made me kiss her. Maybe it was something else...
I'm just so confused, why am I even doing this? It feels wrong but I'm single so I can do what I want.
However, for some reason I feel like I'm cheating on someone, cheating on my self in some way. It just doesn't feel right. I have to cancel with Simon though, but my heart aches when I even think of his reaction to that. He hates feeling rejected, and we've gotten really close lately...
*phone rings*
That's the second I realise, I gave Kate my phone by accident and hers is rose gold as well. I'm such an idiot!
I look at the caller, it reads;
"Jamie❤️"
Oh shit. What the fuck?! There's no way I'm answering that!
I ignore the call but suddenly her phone blows up;
Kate where are you?Xx
I thought you'd be back by Wednesday? ::( xx
I miss you gorgeous xxx
WHAT THE DUCKING FUCKING ME UP THE ASS SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND?!
Holy shit nipples. #whataslut This Jamie guy seems really nice as well. Oh dear.
I have to ring her,
"Hi Callum."
"Kate your boyfriend texted you? Look's like you were supposed to be home by Wednesday?"
She laughs, "You're being very funny Cal."
"What the fuck?! You're a pathetic slut who is in denial of the truth!!"
"You can't say much."
"What?!"
"Simon."
"What about him?"
"You apparently 'need to talk'."
"I don't care about him right now it's YOUR BOYFRIEND."
"Yeah and?"
"You're disgusting, I feel disgusted."
"I feel disgusted when I look at you."
Owch. "You're horrible."
"What you're phone back? I'm putting it through the letter box. Oh and by the way Cal. I told Simon about Saturday. He seems, well, quite upset."
"You didn't-
"I did babe. Looks like you'be lost a friend."
A tear trickles down my cheek.
"Fuck you."
"I want my phone back too. Oh and just before you text Jamie, I'll locked my phone down. Good luck with that."
"Bitch."
"Yeah you could call me that."
I get up, put some clothes on and head towards the door.
She's there I can see her.
I open the door, it hits her and she falls back.
"Fuck you." She spits blood and I chuck her phone at her.
"Good luck in hell slut." I slam the door before she can do anything else.
I look at the text she sent, even though that's the last thing I want to do right now;
Hey Simon! Sorry but I'm with Kate on Saturday so I'm cancelling with you! :) What do we need to talk about haha, there's not much going on with your life lol.
My heart wrenching, I read Simon's texts;
Oh.
Who's Kate?
How could you say something so horrible :((
Are you okay??
Cal??
Please don't leave me on Saturday.
This can't be you Cal.
So you don't ever want to hang out? :(
Okay then.
Goodbye Callum, one more thing.
I love you.
SI IM SO SORRY!! Please I need you!!😭Don't leave I'll explain all of this. If you love me, I must love you too. I've been feeling a lot of things recently, for you. Please forgive me! I can't lose you :((
Message read
Ten minutes go by and still no reply. Have I really lost him??
*There will be quite a few parts to this one as it is a longer, more detailed one shot. Hope you guys have got tissues because the upcoming parts are quite emotional ;) not necessarily in a bad way though...😏*
