"This is going great" at first I think
You kiss my hand,then my cheek,followed by sweet touch on my lips
Lusty kisses on my neck are next and fire touch on my back is present
But don't let your hand wander down there
I'm not ready
"no",
"please stop" I say but then yell
Do you have ear plugs in your ears? Is that why you're not stopping?
Images begin to unfold in my head,
It hurts as well
I'm scared,it stings down there
The room is suddenly smaller until the only thing in it is us
But I don't want you here,
I already told you to go away
And finally you do.
But only when you leave me bare and laying in a pool of my own blood
With moments in my head I can't erase,
Nightmares following me every night in my not so sweet dreams anymore
I flinch whenever someone touches me ever so lightly
They don't know what you did to me
I can't tell them
Because my lips shut tight and my body freezes,refusing to say a word to anyone at all.
The pain is now settled in my body,it's a part of me.
The pain of unheard no's.
