My chest feels so heavy,
Filled with grief and pain of separation,
You're there and
I'm here
I want to hug you
To hold your hand
To just be with you
But I can't
So instead
I wrap my arms around my legs
And weep into my own lap
I try to hold everything together
But the stitches on my body are slowly ripping apart
"I can't deal with this
I can't live this way" you tell me
Oh honey,I wish I could take your pain away but I can't I'm hurting myself
I tell you that love heals everything
So know that you are loved and
Just love.
