Headphones - a connor ball and bradley simpson fanfic

Chapter 13- trouble

i dont know what it is about him but he makes me feel alive. sneaking around with him makes me feel... dangerous; and i like it. just the thought that we could get caught at any moment makes it so- whats the word?- exciting. hes like forbidden fruit. i cant have him but it feels so good when i do. literally. 

i went back down stairs to watch the film with Con, he didnt say anything about how long i took thank god, and i dont know what it was but just the way he looked at me, i couldnt seem to keep away from him. i was cuddled under his arm with my head rested on his chest, but i didnt want to be cudding, i wanted him to be pushing me up against walls and kissing my neck or throwing me on to a bed or- just anything! had brad left me so unsatisfied? i didnt care! i wanted connor and i wanted him now. i moved one hand up and down his thigh getting higher up each time until his hand grabbed my wrist, reminding me of when i first fell in love with him. "you'll get yourself into trouble if you carry on, mrs. banks." he smiled, i just bit my lower lip and giggled, pulling my hands to my chest and bringing him with them. our lips crashed together, the way his lips danced with mine, it was perfect, everytime i kissed connor it made me think what on earth was i doing kissing brad, there was just this spark between me and connor, like a fire that i never wanted to die down. even if it was a soft kiss it was filled with so much passion; passion that i craved, and maybe thats why i went to brad, because i just wanted to see what it was like. i grabbed connors t-shirt and pulled him close; i wanted to feel his body on mine, but i felt him hesitate. i pulled away and looked at connor who was looking down, "Look, elle! you cant understand how hard it is not to rip your clothes off and throw you on a bed everytime i see you," i melted at his words, i wanted him to do that so badly! i craved it! "but i dont want you to think badly of me1 i want to respect you, not just fuck you and then when you leave just forget about you like brad would! im not like that" he was right, brad has fucked loads of girls, of course hed forget about me, what was i doing even thinking about him! i try my hardest not to but there is just something about him that just makes me fall at his feet and do whatever he wants. and the thing that scares me is that i want to do what he wants! "elle?" con whispered tapping me in the shoulder. his voice was so soothing yet sexy at the same time. "maybe i want you to do that to me" i stuttered, he knew that i meant every last word just by the way i said it and he immediately picked me up and carried me upstairs.

i had no idea how strong he was, i could feel his muscular arms pressed against my body as he carried me as what started off as bridal style until we got into his room and he slammed the door, spinning me so that i had my legs wrapped around his waist and pushing me against the door. i could feel the full weight off his body against me- just like the first time we kissed- as his lips touched mine, first very softly making me want it more and more. he carried on teasing me with his lips before pulled away and looking him in the eye for a second before pulling his lips back down to mine. and there they were again, those insane fireworks that i never felt with brad. 

i ran my hands along his spine, grabbing at his shirt and gently clawing at his back as he pushed more of his weight onto me, getting as much of our bodies to touch as he possibly could. i could feel the need in his kiss and it only turned me on more, i pulled away softly dragging his bottom lip through my teeth as he let out i very slight breathy moan and his mouth grew to a smile, "fuck" he laughed breathily on my lips staring hungrily into my eyes and ripping my top off over my head before me realizing. he crashed his lips down onto my neck sucking slightly before i dragged his lips back up to mine incase he wiped off the makeup covering the hickeys brad had formed earlier. i started to panic and my breathing became heavy and i could tell connor noticed, but it only made him want me more, he placed me down as i walked him backwards towards the bed, he stumbled but kept kissing me till i pushed him down onto the mattress. he leant on his elbows as i crawled up his body kissing up his torso and sucking on his chest, i could feel his heart beating and his chest rise as he was breathing, i could tell what affect i was having on him and it turned me on so much, to see him want me just a bit more than i wanted him meant that i was in control- or so i thought. he quickly rolled me over so that his legs were in between mine as he smiled cheekily crawling further down the bed planting kisses all along my hip bones and down my thighs. oh my god! he has something so much better than brad, something different. i shivered underneath his touch as he passionately kissed and sucked at me making ever part of me feel as though id never been touched before; i didnt have to be quite this time, i couldnt even if he made me. the pleasure was greater than anything ive ever felt before. it felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest as my breathing quickened and i moaned at the delicate yet passionate kiss off my boyfriend. he didnt need to put his fingers in me, just his mouth was enough, i feel id explode if he did and just at that moment he did, i pushed my hips down as he swirled his tongue on me and sucked and kissed in all the right places, he pushed his fingers further into me and tightened his grip on my thigh with his other hand. my chest thrust up as i threw my head back  "BRAD" i moaned collapsing my body back onto the mattress.