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Dan and I were just watching If I Stay. Dan was on his phone the whole time while I was crying. He's so attached to his phone and lately it's been getting on my nerves.
"Dan... Can we just watch the movie together without you being on your phone?" I looked at him, hoping he doesn't get angry at me for asking that, he tends to get angry at the smallest of things.
He turned his phone off and I mean, fully off. I smiled slightly and cuddled into him, he was awfully quiet lately and it was kind of worrying me. I feel like I'm being over sensitive, first its the phone thing and now it's him being quiet.
I felt him wrap his arms around me and pull me in closer. I smiled to myself. It was the small things that made me so happy, moments like these. He kissed my forehead and we watched the rest of the movie.
After the movie finished, we decided we were too comfortable on the couch the way we were and couldn't be bothered moving into our bed that we shared. We ended up falling asleep after an hour of just talking and making jokes.
I woke up without a Dan in sight.
I checked my phone in which, I did have a text from him.
from Dan ☺️❤️: Just went out for an hour to get milk and some lunch, I'll be back soon xx I love you.
to Dan ☺️❤️: Okay baby, stay safe! xx
I watched TV for a while, browsed the internet, got creeped out by tumblr until I heard the front door open.
"Dan!" I smiled and walked towards him to kiss him. He pushed on my chest, he looked really guilty.
"Phil, we need to talk." My smile immediately dropped, my mood was crashing down.
"What about?" I asked, so softly that I was surprised he heard me.
"Phil, I'm leaving you. I wasn't out getting milk or lunch, I was with someone. I was with Cat and I think I love her and I'm sorry."
My heart completely shattered. "When are you leaving?" I was about to start crying, tears threatening to pour out of my eyes.
"Now." I took a deep breath in and out.
"I hope you love her, Dan. I hope she makes you want to touch the stars. I hope she makes you want to dance. I hope she makes you want to tell her how amazing she is all the time." I wiped my eyes and took another deep breath. I looked into his eyes.
"I hope you lose her. I hope you feel the pain in your heart. I hope you cry at night, trying to hold yourself together. I hope so because then you would know how it feels when I thought you and I were together, but you left me for her." Dan looked so guilty, like he actually cared.
"Phil, I'm-" I cut him off before he even tried to apologise. "No. Don't you dare apologise and act like this is fine and that everything is okay. Don't you dare act like I am not hurting. Don't act like you care, you don't. So just go, go be with Cat. Go love her."
And with that, I walked away, letting him leave this relationship behind.
