A/N: Hello I am back with more Smytheberry. Last chapter you were treated to some Smytheberry love. Can these two make it work or will they forever be apart??
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The morning after their night of lovemaking, Sebastian turned and found Rachel asleep in his arms. He can't believe she was here and he did hear her say she loved him. His heart swelled. But, would she regret last night?
Sebastian has never in his life felt so unsure about anything. He knows that they need to talk about where they go from here. Are they going to work things out or will she forever keep him away?
He realizes that he hurt her when he walked away, but sometimes things happen for a reason. Maybe they needed that time apart to find their way back to one another. Were they worth the fight? Plus she needed to conquer her dreams before settling down. So did he.
Before he could do anything, he felt the person next to him stir in her sleep. He looked down to find a pair of warm chocolate brown eyes looking back at him.
Sebastian: Good morning, beautiful.
Rachel: Good morning. So last night really happened?
Sebastian: Are you feeling sore?
Rachel:Yes-
Sebastian: Then, it did happen. I remember you used to love how sore I'd make you. Leaving you insatiable.
Rachel: Mmmm, yes I did. Still do.
Sebastian: But?
Rachel: But- What are we doing Sebastian? Are we willing to go down this road again?
Sebastian: Babe, answer me honestly, were you 100% ready to marry me?
Rachel: Well ..yes, I loved you.
Sebastian: Aside from love, you and I hadn't really lived our lives yet. Who is to say we wouldn't be divorced right now? We were and still are young.
Rachel: You don't want to marry me?
Sebastian: I didn't say that. I want you as Mrs. Sebastian Thomas Smythe more than you will ever know. But at that moment, were you ready to commit your life to me? Before your Broadway dreams came true?
Rachel: No one is ever sure. If you didn't want to marry me, you should have been honest.
Sebastian: Works both ways babe. But, I lay with you now and I feel like this is our chance to get it right. Unless you want Sam.
Rachel: Sam is my friend, Seb. You have always had my heart. I don't know where we go from here. I don't regret last night.
Sebastian: I don't either. I do want to marry you, but one day. And I think I owe you an epic romance.
Rachel: I don't want epic. Epic is a fairy tale. Fairy tales don't last. I learned that with Finn.
Sebastian sighed before kissing her. He held Rachel close and a song pops into his head that describes his feelings.
Sebastian: Rae, I know there is one way to your heart. It'd through music.
Sebastian
Baby what are we becoming
It feels just like we're always running
Rolling through the motions everyday
I could lean in to hold you, or act like I don't even know you
Seems like you could care less either way
What happened to that girl I used to know
I just want us back to the way we were before
*Sebastian looked at Rachel, running his hand down her back as he sang to her*
Sebastian
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Remember when we didn't have nothing
But a perfect simple kind of loving
Baby those sure were the days
There was a time our love ran wild and free
Now I'm second guessing everything thing I see
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I, baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Baby, do I
Still give you what you need
Still take your breath away
Light up the spark way down deep, baby do I
Whoa,
Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby
Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy
Do I have your love, am I still enough
Tell me don't I, or tell me do I baby
Give you everything that you ever wanted
Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely
Do I just need to give up and get on with my life
Tell me baby do I get one more try
Do I, baby do I
Rachel had tears in her eyes. Sebastian gazed at her. He loves this beautiful, incredible woman in his arms and willing to fight for her, for them.
Rachel: Oh Seb...
Sebastian: There, I am laying it on the line for you. I love you, Rachel. If you want to take it slow, we can do that. But, you can't sit here and act like we're nothing. Do I make you feel loved? Wanted? Desired? Complete?
Rachel: Yes, you do. I'm just scared.
Sebastian: So am I. Only when it comes to you.
Rachel: I need time. But in the meantime I may need extra convincing.
Sebastian: Well lucky for you, I am going to convince you to fall in love with me again.
Rachel: please do...
Sebastian smirked. Then crashed his lips with hers, and he made her forget her own name. For hours..over and over again...
A/N: sorry so short
