Vanossgaming X reader (DISCONTINUED)

Yes

Hey so Time skip cause I got the best idea.

We laughed yet our voices where the only ones. Wildcat talked his hands in his jeans as the cold wind tried to reach them. I stood close as I responded to his question that it seemed he asked millions of times. Yet as be continued I spaced out. I remembered seeing my friends over. Yet it soon ended leaving us alone. Even Del. Tyler moved in temporarily as it just broke him seeing Lui and Julie. I remembered the day he came. Just seeing my friend in such conditions... well now boyfriend I guess. He was the closet to Evan I would get and I was the closet to Julie.

Memory
I sat down sadly eating pizza. Alone. I looked at the couch that was now empty. I sighed as I felt alone. Sebastian and bear walked together and jumped on your the couch. They filled the empty seats trying to cover my sorrow but it just showed it more. I looked at the floor. That's when I heard a knock. Bear jumped up barking as Sebastian just laid calmly. I turned me head surprised. Who was here. As I slowly opned the door my heart dropped. Tyler stood there heart broken and anyone could tell he was heart broken. The look in his eyes just... it just hurt.

"I fucking can't" He whispered "I want her I need her But she fucking.."

He began sobbing. I never had seen him cry. It just felt horrible. Just seeing him stand in the dark helpless and torn. It was as painful as hearing a child cry. He was helpless and lost. Seeing him like this just reminded me that anyday... that could be me. He looked into my eyes as they where red and tired. He had a suitcase in his hand and I knew that I couldn't turn him down. I hugged him tightly as he cried. After that it all came up to this day. We became best friends closer than anyone else. We both knew the people we loved we couldn't have so now we are here.  We at least have each other

Present day

I looked at the floor as I came into reality. Our fans didn't know we were together yet but he didn't hesitate as he grabbed my hand. Even the guys didnr kbow but i felt like Del knew. smiled and looked up at him. He smiled kindly bur I knew in his eyes that he wanted Julie. And he knew that I wanted Evan.

Nickname=(N/N)

"Hey what are we going to do for Pax?" He said

I realized what we meant. We couldn't just fucking walk on band in hand and fucking be in the same hotel room and shit without then knowing.

"We tell them" I said

"Are you sure?" Wildcat asked

The worry in his voice didn't compare to what I felt.

"It's the only choice we have isn't it?" I said looking up at him

He looked at me.

"I-" He stopped "I guess"

"Yep well shit is going to go down real quick" I said

He chuckled with me as we just chatted once more.

THREE DAYS LATER
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Evan's POV
As I looked at the picture again I was confused.

"I don't fucking get it Nogla what is this?" I asked

I was staying at Nogla's since Pax was coming up. I was exited to see (Name). Her and Wildcat had been distant lately from me and I kinda felt.. jealous. Now Nogla was just showing me two figures that I think I knew walking on the side walk. (Or pavement)

"Oh my focking God Evan" He said

I sighed running a hand through my hair tiredly.

"Look closley in between them!?" He said a bit frustrated

I squinted my eyes to look hetter. He was right in between I saw the figures hand together. Yet I fucking didn't know who they where. Yet I saw them look at each other... smiling?

"Yeah they are holding hands but I don't know or care who they are" I said shoving him and his phone back grabbing mine that rested on the couch beside me.

"Oh you will care once you know who they are Evan" He said beginning to walk off "Once it is to late"

I looked at him confused as my coruosity took the better of me.

"Wait what" my voice seemed to stop him as he turned to me and walked back

"Here let me lighten up the picture for ya" Nogla said

He sat where I had placed me phone down before and clicked away on his phone. I waited worried wondering why did this include me.

"Here"

As he turned his screen to me the colors became brighter as he screen lit up. As I looked at them still a bit confused but that's hwne those (E/C) eyes reminded me of a laugh that would cause my heart to race. The smile that lighted my day. The one person who I truly loved and needed. (Name) She was Beside the guy who was mybfriend. Like my brither. He would make me laugh with his puns and voice cracks. His rage and yelling blasting in my headphones made me laugh. One of my best friends. Wildcat. My heart stopped yet it came back as I had hope come to me.

"So it's just one-"

Nogla flicked his screen as one picture that would change my life appeared on my screen. The picture that changed everything I knew about trust. Everything I knew about love. Everything they told me when they said my heart would be torn to shreds some day. It came true. The picture. The picture that made my heart shatter. The first time I felt heartbroken. It was

"See (Name) and Tyler are kissing here now do you care!?" Nogla said "You are too late bud. I knew she loved you but I guess she moved on with someone who did care from the start"

I stopped with time as memories filled me. I realized all the times age was there for me. All the times she looked at me. All the times she just was with me. I thought she never loved me but then those memories I pushed aside filled my brain. The new memories. The times when I caught her staring at me through Skype. The time when she blushed at they teased her. The times where she would just get lost in my eyes and I would get lost in her during Skype calls. I thought that I was just seeing shit. So I pushed that aside. Know I watched as Nogla flicked through more pictures of them until he reached one of his dogs. He pulled his phone away.

"Well my new ship gas cone real but my OTP has failed me." Nogla said

I just sat there shocked. Broken. Torn. I was lost. Like a bullied child in a school scared of the next day scared of What would happen next or now. I was Heartbroken. . .

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