I really do hate myself
There I said it
I can't do anything right
I bother people with my existence
I really don't deserve to be here
But for some reason I am
Some days I wish I was dead
I want to say I'm not suicidal
But if a car came while I was crossing the street
I don't think I would move out of its way
And if someone held a gun to my head.
I wouldn't exactly beg for my life.
In fact,I'd laugh and tell them to go for it.
No,I'm not suicidal.
But if I had an opportunity to die without having to kill myself.
I'd probably take it.
I'm an embarrassment
Playing board games alone
They read 2 to 4 players
I still end up losing
My parents ask why I'm always on my phone
I really don't know why
No one is on the other end
Why do I even try
To live in this world
All I am is fat and waste
I am a waste of space
Who should be thrown away
Anywhere
Because no one would even care to look
