Stay Away (2tae.)

Taeyong~

Seeing Ten just brings back so many emotions. I don't know how to feel. I thought he was dead? How..how can he just come back as if nothing had happened?

Then, he's sitting with that one kid back there and is giving him the googly eyes. I can't help but to feel angry. It's not because I have feelings for Ten but it's because Ten seems as though he's already moved on.

I've spent so many nights crying about him and now he's here. I could tell that Taeil was confused at my sudden mood change. He started rubbing circles onto the back of my hand.

I breathed in and out. I turned to Taeil and he looked at me with worried eyes. "What's wrong Whitie?" I couldn't help but to smile at his nickname for me. I sighed. "Do you see that boy over there?"

I pointed to Ten and he nodded. "He was the first boy I ever liked." Taeil looked back at Ten then at me. "I wanted to confess to him so badly but before I could my dad got involved."

Taeil didn't say anything as I seen his smile fall. "He um... He had killed Ten and he died in my arms." Taeil's eyes widened. "But..but how is he even alive?" I shook my head. "I don't know, but I intend to find out."

I got up letting go of Taeil's hand and walked over to Ten. He was currently talking to the kid beside him. As soon as the kid seen me come up he stared at me. Ten stopped signing and turned to look at me.

"We need to talk." Before he could say anything I grabbed his hand and pulled him outside of the classroom. I walked a little ways away from the class and stopped. I still was holding on to Ten's hand so I let go.

Ten looked at me searching my face before sighing. "I'm sorry." I closed my eyes. "I did die in your arms Taeyong, everything that happened was real. It was way too real." I opened my eyes to see him biting his nails.

"I wasn't supposed to even be seeing you anymore. I was supposed to leave you alone so nobody would get hurt." I frowned. What do you mean so nobody would get hurt? Who was gonna hurt us? If anything you hurt me...

"You know he came to me a few days before, your dad, he told me to leave you alone, that I shouldn't be infecting you with my gayness." Ten looked at me with glazed eyes.

"I wanted to I really did, he said he would hurt you and I couldn't have that." I could feel my eyes getting watery. "But you didn't leave me alone Tenny you kept being my friend." I whispered.

He smiled faintly. "I couldn't just leave my best friend like that could I?" I didn't say anything. "When he showed up that day I knew that he was gonna hurt you and I wasn't willing to let that happen to you."

I could feel my hands shaking. "I did die in your arms, but I woke up later to notice I was in the hospital. My mom was there at the time so she immediately called the nurse."

I nodded letting him know that he could continue. "The nurses were shocked that I was even awake. They started talking to my mom like I wasn't there. They said that apparently I was in a coma for about two months. It didn't feel like that much time to me. They nurse said that I practically died back there at school. By the time the ambulance arrived at the scene I still had a faint heart beat. The problem was was that I was loosing too much blood."

Wait.. Who called the ambulance?

"My mom was hysteric. She was so happy that I was alive. She had been praying for me to wake up the whole time." I faintly smiled. "She told me that you came to her a few days later. About how sorry you were. You told her that it was your fault but she didn't believe it."

I didn't know what to say.

"I wasn't allowed out of the hospital for another month so by the time I could actually come out I couldn't contact you and I found out you changed schools. I would have seen you sooner but I was still afraid of your father. He doesn't even know that I'm still alive and I would like to keep it that way." I nodded and felt the tears coming down.

"Awe Taeyong don't cry it's okay." I sniffled as he wrapped his hands around my waist.  "I just wish it didn't have to happen like this." I whispered. He chuckled. "It's okay now Tae. You have someone else who took over my place. I'll always be here for you but for now I have to keep my distance." I nodded. "Okay Ten, I'll make sure nothing happens to you again."

He pulled away and smiled. "Now come on I think class is already over." He grabbed my hand and we walked back to class.