The Chapters of My Ending

Hope Was Here

"I was free, no, I was actually free. He left me, the fire that I thought was gone forever was back. Something was lit inside me again, my heart began to beat with desire to live, a feeling I hadn't felt in years.

He told me, "Get out of my life. I don't want you anymore, you're just pathetic." I didn't care about the words or the insults, all I could do was cry tears of joy. Thank you, that's all I could think. I was free of him, there was hope.

I packed my things immediately, from my year of freedom I had saved up money. I had enough to survive for about a month or two til I got a job. I didn't take much with me, I took my clothes, my writings, and my books with me. That was all, everything else was left. I didn't care, I was free of the pain. That following hour I left immediately.

I ended up appearing in a park, I had sensed another angel. She approached me immediately, sensing what I was right away. She looked at me with curiosity, the angels name was Sarah. My first words to her were "Please, don't hurt me."

She looked at me with sympathy, I didn't want pity, I just didn't want pain. She told me to follow her and she would take me to meet her friends. I did so, my heart thumped hard in my chest as I wondered what was going to happen, who was I going to meet.

A hospital, she took me to a hospital. Another angel and demon were in there. The demon was hooked up to IVs and had bright orange eyes, I later learned this was just a physical manifestation of the guy's mental illness. His name was Nate, the other angel was Cassy. They could sense something was different about me. I almost mentioned it when the angel showed her wings. I went to say "I have tho-", but cut myself off immediately and ran to a supply closet. The angelic side of me wasn't as strong as the demonic side due to my growing up in Hell, all I was surrounded by was sin.

Sarah barged into the closet and held an angel blade to my throat, demanding I tell her what I was. I immediately bursted into tears and told her right away. She nodded in understanding, realizing that I posed no threat.

We went out with her other friends, Rael and Mira. The two girls, one was a hunter (Mira), and a demon (Rael). We went out drinking, I ended up going with them for the night, Sarah had to go. I never did find out where.

They were nice and welcoming, we joked and drank. I stayed with them in their Hotel room for the night. Maybe I was being stupid for doing that, but I couldn't help but feel wanted for once. I ended up crashing with them.

Things happened though, before my head hit that pillow."