"By no means am I gay, call it experimentation or a moment of confusion. I am not gay though, the only reasoning on why I slept with Mira was because I didn't know what passion and affection felt like and she showed me that.
I was about to fall asleep, Rael was already asleep. Mira, was not though. She slipped in beside me, I didn't mind. Mira didn't seem like the type to try anything, she ended up wrapping her arms around my waist and pulling me close. We talked for a bit and then her lips were on mine.
We kissed what felt like forever, she then intertwined her hands with mine, pulling me up. She lead me to the bathroom and turned on the shower. Our clothes ended up on a pile in the floor and I ended up on the wall of the wet shower as she sucked at the skin of my neck. The shower was lukewarm, but our bodies were hot and lustful, covered in sweat.
I slept in her arms and out of pain for once. I wasn't left alone to cry. She held me like she would never let go.
The next morning, I awoke to an empty bed across the way. Rael wasn't there, she was gone. I awoke slowly to Mira kissing my neck lightly.
I remember that was the first time I told her I loved her. I didn't, that wasn't true love. I just said it because I thought that's how relationship works. I thought you were suppose to say it immediately. I learned."
ESTÁS LEYENDO
The Chapters of My Ending
General FictionWhat is a beginning without an end; what is an end without a beginning. What if the beginning was the end? What if my beginning was the beginning of my end? The start of my life was the end of my life.
