It's been 3 days since the first time Zayn and I had kissed, and we have only become closer. We eat with each other, smoke with each other, sit next to each other, and we even play our sports together. Even if we get separated, we will stay together.
We talk all of the time, and when we can't talk, I always know I'm on his mind, because he's always on mine.
We've created this special bond between each other, and I can't explain it. I feel more attracted to him than I have with anyone, ever.
It's almost time for silent time, which I always dread. It's so boring. This is the time where all of us have to go into our rooms, and we have to keep the noise down. I usually spend this time writing messages to Zayn, but today he has to go and talk to the doctor about medication and such.
As I lay on my bed, I think about everything that has happened to me in the past few weeks.
Just as I'm about to fall asleep, I hear Alice screech next to me.
"WHERE IS MY PINK SHIRT?"
I get up off of my bed and say "I don't know, Alice. Where did you last see it?"
"It was right in my drawers!!" She yelled. At this point, 3 RNs came running into the room.
"Beverley, get against the wall." Stephen says, and I obey. I know that Alice is bi-polar, but there must be something else.
As Alice continues to scream, I back closer and closer into the corner. Another nurse runs into the room with a syringe in hand, Oh my God. They're gonna sedate her!
As expected, the pin her onto the ground, and this takes all 3 of the RNs. As the nurse pulls her pants down a little bit, she sticks the needle in her butt.
At this point, I'm feeling nauseous, and I start to feel dizzy. Oh no. I have a weak system when it comes to needles.
You're probably thinking "How can a girl that cuts herself be afraid of needles?" And I honestly don't know. Before I know it, I'm falling to the ground, and everything goes black.
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Counting Stars - A Zayn Malik FanFiction
FanficAs a depressed 19 year old girl, Beverley's life can't get much worse. After she meets a boy who is just as messed up as her, things are finally looking up, until she comes crashing down again and again. After a drastic change in her life, can she s...
