Entry Four

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Now here is the thing I don't understand...Why me? Why do people have to try to compare me to everyone else. I know that when you are my age the stereo type is people try to fit in as much as possible. That's not me. I understand that I do tend to have a sick/dark humor at times. I do like to wear dark colors. I love watching anime and I am in love with rock music it doesn't even matter what kind as long as it's good. Oh well does that really matter. People look at me and tell me that i always look so happy and bubbly..but that's just it I'M NOT. But I try to make people as happy as possible...okay. I will stay quite and keep my problems to myself and help others even if it's not good for me. I will and can fake a fucking smile if I have to...but the thing is...it hurts. So please  don't try to tell me that i'm always happy and fucking perky. Don't try to tell me who i am or how i feel cause you honestly have not one fucking clue how I feel...so...DON'T TRY TO RELATE.

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