Second is always best (Cheater Spain x Romano x Germany)

Forbidden drug

Feliciano's POV

After mio fratello ran out of the room I couldn't stop a mischievous smirk from appearing across my face, mine being the only face to stick out of the many shocked faces. I couldn't help to stop the sly snickers from escaping my mouth as I couldn't believe that that idiota still hadn't figured out that Spain was a cheater.

I had to admit that I felt a slight twinge of jealousy when I saw Spain running after Lovino. I still couldn't believe that after all those nights of sex he would still run back to my brother. What did Spain see in him that he didn't see in me. I was always chosen over my brother but not this time maybe that's why I was attracted to Spain. I wanted him all to myself. No matter what he was going to be all mine. Maybe it was time for Lovino to figure out what his beloved boyfriend did on his "business days."

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+•+•+•+•+•Spain (P.O.V)+•+•+•+•+•

About 15 minutes had passed since we had unexpectedly left the room. Lovi's sobs had calmed down to quiet whimpers as he slept.

The amount of guilt I felt was eating me up. How had I been this stupid to cheat on the person that I adored the most and all for what? a night of pleasure! God I hate myself so much right now I thought.

I was then snapped out of thoughts and brought back to reality by the soft sound of nearing footsteps. I suddenly looked over to the source of the footsteps only to be met with the one person who I didn't want to see at the moment.

"Ve~ the-a meeting will be over-a soon so it's-a okay for you-a guys to leave" Italy exclaimed as I looked over at Lovi's sleeping form in my arms.

For a brief moment my green orbs connected with his Amber orbs.  I was disgusted at the lustful look that his eyes held so I decided to look back at the love of my life. How could Feli think that I would leave Lovi all by himself tonight especially when Lovi needed me and still be up to having sex with him tonight.

As soon as our eye contact broke I carefully stood up carrying Lovi bridal style in an attempt to not wake him up. Nearing my car I heard Feli's confident voice.

"I'll be waiting for you tonight at midnight. My house again~" I didn't look back though I kept on walking to car.

+•+•Timeskip to Spain's house+•+•

I walked into my house thinking about what Feli had said. Would I really leave Lovi today for his brother?  I thought.

I soon realized that I was standing in front of Lovi's bedroom I carefully and hesitantly put Lovi down in his bed. As I covered Lovi up with his covers I started to cry.

"Why am I such a coward love?" I sobbed. "How can I be this weak to go with your brother whenever you need me? Oh how I wish that I could turn back time to stop whatever happened that night" I couldn't stop the tears from escaping my green eyes as I quietly made my way out of Lovi's room.

Today I was cheating on Lovi one more time. I couldn't help it Feli was my forbidden drug and Lovi was the victim.