Dear Mum,
I remember how you told me a couple of months ago, when I was worried about something in my life, that you would always be there for me, to help me manage with everything. Today I'm stressed out, feeling as if I'm carrying the world on my shoulders but your not here. My heart is aching with constant pain, a reminder of you leaving me without a proper good-bye even though you had no choice but to do so. Life feels like a heavy burden with nobody to help me and nobody to understand me. Oh how I wish you were back here with me, to make me smile and laugh. Whenever I think of happiness, your face appears in front of me and I realise how a part of me has been taken, and will never be returned. All the people that were once considered as my friends have gone, not able to cope with me, my feelings, and their guilt of having a mother- a gift that I have lost. All that I can now do is pray to God to take away all of the pain, help me fight to do what is right and finally to give you peace and rest after all you done for me. I love you forever mum and don't ever forget that.
Love Demi x
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Changing Me
Teen FictionDemi cant take it anymore. She hates life and wants it to end. After her mother's sudden death, she lost all hope, especially when she was left by all her beloved ones. She wonders how long she will have to cope with all these feelings and when she'...