Lost Love

Chapter 6 - My new life

''Does it hurt,when I turn?'' I asked him excited, '' A little '' he replied.

I was ready to give everything for him, I was ready to loose my humanity just to be with him for ever. I ignored every circumstance and thought about being with him , only.

He came closer to me and looked me in the eye, held my hands and whispered ''you sure ''

I nodded and moved closer to him leaning my neck to the right position for him to bite. I could tell he's nervous about it, I don't know if he is comfortable by this. I squeezed his hands and asked him to make it fast, less pain and transform faster. I was never this sure about something in my whole life. I wanted to be with him with all cost. He moved his head closer to me and sunk his fangs into my neck. I felt nothing but fangs at first ,as if it were a regular bite. A few seconds later it started to burn,I screamed but I couldn't hear my self screaming I was too focused on this bite.It stung and burned like nothing I'd ever experienced. 

I felt the blood pour into his mouth and heard the excited slurping as he swallowed my blood. He licked the side of my neck where he bit me and then bites me again,just a couple centimeters down from the first bite. Instead of feeling my blood pour out I could feel something being forced into my wound, little by little.It seemed like ages before he was finally done. Once again he licked the wound with his tongue,which felt rough against the tender skin.Nate removed his mouth from my neck and backed up a few steps. I looked up at him , not understanding how this is going to work. He seems to know what I was thinking and said '' You will change soon enough.''

An overwhelming pain overtook my body and I fell on the ground, writhing and screaming, It felt like my body was being torn into pieces, thankfully I soon blacked out and fell deep into an unconsciousness state.Could be minutes, could be hours I don't know how much time I spent unconscious. I woke up to the sound of his voice ''welcome back Elsie''. I opened my eyes, looked at him and stood up from the bed. I felt a big headache , it was like I came down from space. I didn't know what was going on, I almost forgot what I did, It felt like it was just a dream.I touched my neck and the bite was still there, it was still fresh with his fang marks.I asked a lot of questions to Nate and he only replied to one, You have to feed if you want to live. I had to feed on a human blood,I had to kill some innocent person. I knew what this was going to be about, so I just nodded to Nate and went out to find my new dinner. 

We walked out of the forest and headed to a small tobacconist shop. It was late and normally this shop won't have costumers. We entered inside the shop and stood there for several time. I was scared and sorry for the human but I had to live, and do everything necessary for me to spend the rest of my life with him . We walked closer to the man and Nate bit his neck, making the mark for me to drink the blood. I leaned my neck on the bite and started to suck on the man's blood. It started to feel good, I was enjoying it. After I was ready with the man , Nate said that now I was able to grow fangs and feed on blood- I am now a Vampire.. 

We rushed out from the shop hoping no one saw us and went back to the room in the forest. Nate told me he had a lot to teach me before I'll be able to go back near humans. I have to learn how to control my self near a human being. I can feed on animals instead of humans but for now I had to feed on humans,by force. Humans blood keeps me stronger than animal blood,that's why I had to feed on humans for now. 

I cannot go home without being able to control my self, I would kill them all. I can't confess what I've done-they would hate me.The only thing I can do is stay in this room with Nate until I learn the tricks.

I could and I couldn't imagine how my mum is going to feel when I don't return home. I shut my eyes as if I could make it go away,the thought of leaving my mum with my annoying bossy dad is killing me , but I took my decision!

This is my new life.